freaky late night

yest went to yv campfire. as old bird. argh. im young los...

well.. it was fun la.. with all my yv frens.. sjy, lsr, huangli jie - nwl........ too many to mention.. hee.. we had fun.. enjoying the yv goodness again! campfire songs.. yv dance! n of coz.. yv song! whoo!

but felt rather out of place la.. coz didnt go for camp.. n i sorta went alone.. luckily there was timo? haha.. hes kinda cool la.. photographer.. learnt some interesting things from him..

anyway.. we left the sch at 2230.. n i was almost freaked out in the train.. so scared la... coz at cck.. it was like 2300 already.. i was like... die! wad if cant get the last train... nel last train early.. then muz take taxi ar?! aiyoo.. n then so late... i walk home alone!! omg. called my parents.. but nv ans.. i was like.. argghh!!! super scared.. can c dat ppl noe im like scared / worried. argh. then i called sjy.. n she told me last train about 2320. i was like ?!!!!??!! howhowhow!! then luckily someone called me n asked me sth.. n checked the net for the last train.. phew. in time. felt more relief then.. but still.. walking home so late?!
the walk home was rather freaky.. dark.. quiet.. alone.. eeks. was walking rather quickly.. kept noticing my surroundings.. hehx. but i muz say its rather peaceful.. i mean.. i like going home late.. but not dat late la.. juz i like the peaceful darkness.. though quite scary. haahaa.. so contradicting..

doubt i'll ever go home so late alone again.. not safe. hmm..

yest was stepping down. booo.... sadd lahs.. haix.

after the whole ceremony thingy we had pic taking.. haa.. kinda fun.. n tim1's boing boing? haha.. its super cute la.. n squishy n its orange! haa.. i like orange. anyway after all the pic taking n stuff kev rchl cp mchlchin n me went macs for dinner.. haha.. it was fun.. n we toked bout quite a few stuff.. haa n then after dat the seniors came n suddenly macs was kinda chao. haa..
will miss the fun with them in sfc. boo.

today. afterglow. haha.. dunno y so lil ppl come.. alot of things on meh? nvm.. anyway had the usual toks.. n refreshments! yup. im a food person.. lol.

anyway.. during refreshments it was super fun! hahaha.. the 4 of us managed to catch up with one another n erm.. bout some interesting stuff.. n timo kept talking bout sjy n her incidents coz of height.. haha.. n the tok bout the chee ko peh with jtnp haha.. n the aj library n some corner.. chee kos. n the gay incidents dat happened to timo.. haha.. n the chicken wing fight! lol.. n the chuggae game which created much sound.. haa.. sorry to ppl who dunno wad im toking.. haha.. if i write it all down i dun think u understand anyway.. u muz c it for urself..

yv is fun coz of all the crazy fun ppl. each time we meet up.. something will happen n make u laugh till u cant stop n get a tummyache. dats y i love it. hee

anyway after dat lsr sjy n me went to ps.. eat dinner n walk abit.. n we met msngbs! so chiao.. n i met my pri sch fren n my classmate afy! today meet so many ppl.. haa.. cool.

the rest of my packed week.

bahhhhhh.. i juz realised.. SOMETHING IS TERRIBLY WRONG WITH MY INTERNET EXPLORER!!! i cant c new posts on blogs! even my own!!! helppp.. i c like lagging posts. of 7 july. bahhh.. n i thot y aint noone updating. how great ar...... someone who noes how to solve this prob TAG ME!!!

okay. its frustrating me.. n now i feel so laggy. bahh.. i feel unconnected to my frens who r out of reach in my daily sch life now!! bahhhh.. oh well.. i muz thank God dat i still have all ur no. so i can call u all up if i feel laggy.. n dat my bro got firefox!! it was to actually solve the prob of unable to log into frenster.. now. erh to c the UPDATED posts. great.. n im too used to IE.

anyway.. as i have said.. im packed.. im so glad its kinda all over.. phew.. so yes. wed wad did i have.. ohh.. yes.. sfc. it was so fun.. i mean we had a extremely meaningful ministry time.. n interacting with my dearest cell group.. it was great.

thurs.. supposedly end late.. but im so glad for the awarded half day.. coz of gold for rugby n bowling boys. was supposed to do after sch.. service learning aka fund raising aka selling of mai ya tang n marshmellow with choc syrup n handphone straps for children's society.. but luckily there was half day.. n my teacher was not in sch.. so yup.. sold the stuff during sch time.. managed to like drag all the sfc ppl to buy from us.. yay! they rock. haha.. seriously.. i think my cca ppl r juz so nice!!! they so willingly buy from us the food..

oh n the great thing bout the half day was i went home to rest myself.. all tired out.. n im tired out once again today.. anyway.. i was having this SORE SORE throat.. but my voice was fine.. n then when i reached home.. i was so tired.. n fell asleep.. woke up n. omg! i have a fever!!!!! i was like ahhhhh.. y at this point of time?!??!!?! n it was like 38 degrees celcius la.. i was like.. NOOOOOOO.. i wanna go sch tmr. [y the sudden enthu-ness u'll noe later] anyway.. there was like nth i could do.. except PRAY. n so i did.. n i guess mchlchin did pray for me too.. coz i msg her i got fever. hehx. oh n i hated pills.. coz i duno how to swallow. hee. till this age n time. hahaa.. n miraculously i was HEALED in the name of JESUS! yay. love Him to bits n pieces.

fri. oh yes i did go to sch.. it was RHD. man. this were the times i really extremely missed cedar.. all the fun we had.. how we would go mad. cam-whore-ing as wad wyt n anl would say.. n how the teachers wouldnt bear to have lessons.. ahha... n then we juz enjoy the sch day with fun n joy. running ard sch in our beautiful ethnic costumes trying our best to not trip n fall in the heels.. or coz of the extra weight n length of the ethnic costumes. taking all the crazy weird pics with frens class n teachers! oh well.. i muz say the concert was not bad.. with the jokes dat reminded me of wad we did on wed. [i didnt mention! haha.. we played games after all the serious stuff.. n there was forfeit. to go up to joel n ask for his no. n tim1 suggested dat billy had to say to him.. my name is jin wan but u can call me tonite! lol.] the rest of the concert was ok la..

after sch went down to spd for my final attachment.. taught them boccia in prep for today.. lol. so last min.. but hey. they did well la.. so it was rather sad.. the last time.. but i muz say.. i dun feel dat kinda attachment to them as i did to the old folks the other time..

then rush back to sch for j2s farewell!!!! omg so sad.. though i aint very close to them.. but i'll miss them.. they were such nice sweet loving caring [insert any nice descriptive word. haa] seniors! helped to deco the place with the balloons.. n then we welcomed them in.. in our 'grand' manner.. haha.. n when we entered they cheered for us too.. so cute la. lol. then we ate our dinner.. n we served the j2s n teachers n mentors. food utencils napkins drinks dessert. wahhaa.. we r nice juniors. =)
then we had praise n worship.. so peaceful... only the sounds of our singing in the quiet evening..
n our surprise! [we tricked them into thinking there was water games by asking them to bring extra set of clothes] lol. it was juz we washing their feets.. juz like wad JC did. it was supposedly only j1 was j2. in the end.. they did dat to us too.. felt kinda paiseh. but. hey. our seniors r such wonderful ppl.. they wun let us do it 1 way. it was 2 ways.. n of coz the teachers were included..
after dat was juz giving out their pressie.. n clearing up.. n us enjoying the fun of taking photos! lol.

today. oh great! how bz. but its so heart warming.. so anyway.. went down to sp.. n then morn was kinda slack for sjy n me.. coz beneficiaries not there yet.. but after dat was juz hectic. running ard.. i shall spare u the details.. n summarize it.. basically once they came.. bahhh! had to bring them ard.. get the right size for their clothes. get their food. some had to b fed. then some time to enjoy the 'open' ceremony [there was already a mini concert b4 dat with cheeyang performing. argh. after hearing from com. felt frustrated for them] anyway. the ceremony we gave the beneficiaries medals!!! oh my!!! so nice! i also want!! oh well.. wad to do.. anyway.. then was the boccia game... which was a bit luan at 1st.. but it was a success. then bring them ard the stalls.. but nth much.. n the stalls mostly 'closed' le. as in the ppl also not welcoming u there.. was juz tired faces.. they could have smiled. but well.. i cant do anything bout it.. i remb last year lauch we managed to have a smile on till the end.. its not up to me anyway. so yes.. then finally they went back.. so relieving.. phew.. i could c they kinda enjoyed.. so yay.
then time for ourselves.. but sadly.. the stalls ar.. wah.. all close le.. then nth much.. n the pizza fuss. didnt wanna sell to us. hurmph. wadeva it is la.. then we tried to use up the coupons.. decided aiya. wadeva la.. then sat down n juz chatted... lol. then lsr n sjy had to go.. we took our goodie bag filled with lime mag, shampoo n condition, bear, handphone cleaner. n i went off to join krnlim n avnn. managed to buy a ring! used up my 2 coupons for it.. haha.

after packing up krnlim's stall.. we went off for dinner.. at city hall ljs. n i felt my aching legs give way.. n the train didnt help by being so filled! n erm.. krnlim n me were like so dirty la.. im sure we were so stinky.. hee.. we sweated so much! sp is so hot.. no ventilation.. or mayb it was juz hot today.. oh n my expression after i left sp was juz tired written all over. lol. seriously i didnt really sit down at all la.. so glad i sat down in ljs. oh n avnn met her fren n i met melckm there.. so chiao.

so dat was my week for u. i think u reading it would feel tired too... lol. its so lengthy! haha.. congrats to those who made it here..

interesting stuff which happened to me today..

finally after waiting for dunno how long i managed to reach this page.. everything else seem to not work.. my game nope. frenster cant log in. my room too sunny to stay in there to study. bah.

ok.. so yes.. i juz came back from attachment..

somehow.. mayb after being cooped up for so long.. my life only rotates around sch n home for the past 2 weeks. ok n church n going out to eat. yes.. so today sth interesting happened.. okay.. a few interesting things happened.

so met sjy at outram mrt.. then she said her fren had to go to spd too.. so we waited for him to come.. then we ate lunch... blah blah.. on the way walking to spd we chatted la.. then asked him if he noes my pri sch mate n classmate. then he said he noe my oyj.. coz same pri sch.. nyps.. then i was like ooo. mayb he noes my couz. n he was yeah! omg... sucha small world. ahhaa.. mayb my couz noes my classmate too.. wahhaha.. fun fun.. link link link. hehx.

then during attachment.. we did craft.. was fun! made the shakers.. then like helped to give out stuff.. n help them in making the shakers too.. n then today.. dunno y.. one of the clients was kinda weird.. then keep asking for me la.. then i go there dat time ask him do stuff he keep staring at me la.. so scary.. then like grab unto my hand.. ahh. so after dat i went to the other group to help.. then keep avoiding him la. ahha.. freaky la.

reminds me of dat bus incident.. eeks.. y do i always attract the attention of the wrong ppl? hmm.. oh well...

then go home with sjy dat time.. we were in the train.. then theres this indian family with this cute gurl who kept crying.. then this man came on the train... sat bside them.. then noticed the gurl like keep crying.. so he like dou ta xiao.. then after dat he took out a balloon.. those long long kind.. balloon sculpture de.. n then blew it up without using a pump. haa.. quite norm le. c a lot of times le.. anyway.. ya.. so he twisted n turned it into a bear.. so cute.. n gave it to her.. so nice la.. sg has nice ppl.. such a heart warming incident to witness.. oh but the funny thing is she still squeals n cries though she got dat cute balloon bear..

n so im still waiting for the sun to "leave" my room.. hehx.. b4 i return to studying.. ahh. phy. maths. bah.

jiayou! sigh.

an unwanted encounter on bus.

oh.. i didnt tok bout my bdae dinner.. haha.. we went to this shanghai restaurant.. the dishes got very lil choice... not very nice to eat la... but got xiao long bao.. yay. nice hot soup in it..

ya.. dats all bout my bdae.. kinda sad... to think i kept telling everyone its sucha nice date muz make it memorable.. but its like. erm. hah.

oh and another thing.. i haven gotten a single present this year! sobzz.. till today u noe.. not 1. okay la. 1 apple pie from sjy.. but eat le gone le..

anyway.. so today.. finally went out with yv04 ppl yay! my camp frens.. so long nv c.. yeah.. so took 31 to ecp.. oh yes n while waiting for the bus i saw a familiar face in a bus.. haha.. so yes 31 a double decker.. went up n sit... usually coz long ride.. then i'll sit inside near window n rest a bit.. but luckily i didnt kay...
so the bus.. after the parkway busstop.. alot of ppl go down mah.. then upstairs very lil ppl. then i was like clearing msgs in my phone.. then this guy came up. n then walk to the back.. then i thot he accidentally hit my shoulder so ignore la duh. then suddenly he tapped my shoulder again leh. then i turned back i thot mayb i noe de.. then i look at him n said who r u? i dun know u! then dunno wad he say coz i was listening to mp3.. but he actioned me to go behind n sit with him la.. so scary! chee ko peh!!! luckily few more stops then go off.. then i went down.. luckily he nv follow la.. then coz of dat.. i kinda lost my way to the underpass. diao. too freaked out le. haa..

so i finally reached ecp macs.. erm.. kinda late la. but hehx. so we went to get bikes.. then i took the double one with krn coz she dunno how to cycle.. so i cycle in front.. n avnn took a single. so 3 of us cycled all the way to bedok jetty.. oh.. i realised this. double more difficult to cycle up slope. ahaha.. so yup... at the jetty we chatted... wahh today so sunny la. awhile then blacker le.. then after dat cycle somemore.. not as far as the other time.. then back to the bike shop.. wahhh butt pain. haha..

oo i think cycling doubles more fun leh.. can tok more.. haa.. coz stuck together.. then can kinda slack a bit.. coz 2 ppl cycling mah. hee.. but i didnt slack. i wanna lose weight.. exercise is good..

then we went parkway eat lunch.. n sat at foodcourt super long.. haha.. eat le.. then we eat dessert.. eat super long.. haha.. n take pics too.. haa.. after dat window shop awhile then go home...

omg go home i take the bus.. i realised its the same one!!! omg! haa.. i noe its the same coz i saw the same lunch box n bottle in the bus.. n i sat at the same seat! got the same lighter markings.. wah.. luckily no chee ko peh this time..

haha.. but got ppl msg me this time.. super funny.. my guy fren jealous i go out with camp frens. haha.. he thot other guys la.. haha.. but is gurls la.. haa.. then i say i got lil guy frens he dun believe.. haa..
then anl thot i thot she in ecp. wah lao. haha.. i not dat blur la... haaa.. i noe she in esplanade. hehx. too bad.. u chose wrong day.. i got yue le.

haix. im leaving this temp like dat now. no click click. haix. someone who noes wads wrong. pls save it for me..

thinking on the long bus ride...

today went to changi holiday flat for some facilitation training workshop by svc... it was really interesting... n i learnt lots from it! its gonna be really useful for yv n many other stuff! oh yeah n saw hm.. he looked so diff now... haha.. the power of ns..

then the ride home was super long... i mean.. it was really sian la.. night time.. then the bus very lil ppl.. so lonely... dun really like dat kinda feeling.. makes u think alot..
everytime im all alone.. taking a long bus ride.. esp when its nite time.. it sets me thinking.. thinking alot.. reflecting.. its good in a way.. but really saddening...

this was wad i thot on dat bus journey.. i think.. i haven really seriously been happy after Os were out.. the smile i have on my face.. was.. seriously. forced.. i spent the last 3 weeks in vj acting happy.. it was really painful.. n now i regret.. y didnt i treasure the time in vj? but it wasnt ez... i couldnt bring myself to enjoy.. couldnt be happy.. taking photos was kinda painful.. esp with the vj ppl.. it was forced. damn forced. so fake.. i cant believe myself.. going to qjm's blog.. looking at myself.. i saw thru it.. the eyes were dazed.. n the smile.. was juz smile n nth else.. there was no joy in me.. juz heart wrenching pain.. an act. all on the outside..

right now... im glad.. im over dat phase.. in a norm state.. not so the cheery me.. but happy.. enough to enjoy everything so far...

im thankful for my sa og.. coz of them i felt comfortable in sa.. yay! n now i can enjoy the rest of my jc life! n also bacy of coz.. always lending a listening ear! haa..

yv '05! sel's home! sentosa!

i haven updated for so long!

too much happened..
lets c i went for yvip2005 last week n then sel's home on sat n yest sentosa!

kies.. yvip was woah. nyjc security is so strict.. day zero a brain draining event but chao fun... only all the tfs.. got to noe the tfs better.. then the 1st day of camp.. my grp is............ nvm its over.. but i loved the camp anyhow... tons happened. im french! n i love fries! haha... my really sweet fries who specially ordered peel fresh for me.. haha..
n there were the all time fav disability games... oh n i so enjoyed acting!!! for senario acting.. haha.. act blur.. yeah! also there was the sdsc portion.. of coz again.. the activity portion was the best... but learnt loads during the talk.. yup.. though we were like bombarded with info..
wad else... ehh.. the jokes amongst ourselves.. the black tees. then no campfire but theres a extremely touching finale by our ever dearest chtn! i bet almost everyone cried..
the night. haha.. crash it man... staying up.. chatting... about everything.. eating up all the suji! everyone was like so nice! haha.. hazi.. muz bring more next time.. haha.. then we went to comm rm n started singing.... juz singing n singing... haha.. n then dunno how come suddenly tok bout ndp n stuff so patrotic.. haa.. anyhows.. the camp ended the next day.. friday where we took our photos... videos.. exchanged no.!! haha.. i'll miss everyone till the next time we meet..

sel's home! is soooooo biggggg n beautiful.. haha... im jealous... heee.. i love her home.. w the swimming pool.. n the pavilions.. oh yes n her home is resort style.. feels so relaxing there.. the best part of sel's home was.. we crashed her theatre room with the projector.. wahhaaa.. screaming n dancing in her soundproof room.. hope its correct.. if not the neighbours.. hehh... anywayx. i enjoyed the jumping non-stop. screaming out loud the lyrics at her home ktv system.. hahaa.. especially boom boom boom boom............... haha.. sadly cant stay overnite.. next time kay? tell me earlier... heee..

yesterday! went sentosa with lps lsh n tsh! so hot! haha... yeah.. i enjoyed it like totally.. haa. went siloso sat at our usual spot again.. enjoying the calming effect of the beach.. the windy sunny day... yeah.. so we chit chat-ed, took photos... walked along the beach...
then we tried the nature trail while waiting for ps to return from her hair treatment.. n also to the lost civilisation.. where we found our treasures.. hahahaa.... then onto orchid garden where we took more photos..
ps returned.. the sun was setting.. n we chased the sun from 7-11 haa.. then the setting sun n the many photos... haaa.. love it... then darkness of the beach.. where we continued our romantic stroll. haha.. n more pics.. haa.. our foot hand prints! wheee... cant wait for our next outing.. heeheee....

svc launch!

wah.. it was fun! haa.. interesting ppl..... n omg tired...

hit me! was a blast.. haha.. i m self-praising.. haa.. but it turned out cool.... box it! was fun.. haa.. im sad! i want the doggie! haaa.. okay..

we spent dayssssss... discussing how to do the game.. how to blah blah blahhhhhhhhh.. making the stuff......

fast forward... launch.. didnt start off smoothly.. rain! wad terrible news.. luckily ended quick.. but the crowd wasnt here for quite some time... but later... whoosshh.. game after game after game.. tired.. didnt get to rest... yupxx.. esp dat 1 family with the twins.. haa.. damn funny.... starting dun dare play.. so hesitant.. then after dat.. keep playing lohx... non stop.. then make it seem like our queue so slow.. is coz he keep playing.. haha..

all dat effort was worth it... can c them enjoying our game.. haa.. felt great sense of achievement! yay..