after As craze?

ah yes. everyone muz b thinking where have i disappeared to. ahahhaha..

yupp.. so its been rather bz. ok la.. not totally but... still lots of events n dates going on. hahaha...

20th - outing with mchlc n nwl at square 2, novena
- class bbq at lzj's condo. haha.. quite fun tho it rained..
21st - stayed home to cook! i cookeed dinner. ^^
22nd - outing w glrwu, encz, mchlc, dvdy, shnlim n lcp. went to play pool. n watched.. ENCHANTED!!! yaaayy so happyyyy ^^ awesome show.
23rd - outing w sjy n lsr. went shopping for sjy's prom dress.
24th - my niece's 1 year bday.
25th - stayed home.
26th - shopping w mummy at orchard.
27th - job interview.
- shopping w encz, glrwu, jntnho, dvdy plus kvnc for awhile.. ahha

v. brief of wad happened.. ahaha.

wads coming up...
- going out with tsh, lsh, lps
- our mini prom dinner
- sfc farewell
- lots of dental...
- job? work.
- movie marathon
- sentosa w amlong?
- gatherings?
not too sure bout the plans tho.. hahaa

ciaox. off to enjoy more hol. fun! hahaa

today singapore turned 42~! n ns 40. haha

and yesterday... someone turned 18 finally!! HAPPIE belated BIRTHDAY! to mchlc ^^
lol. how many times did i say that to her.. i wonder. lol. n i wonder if she'll c this too anyway. hahaha.

it was awesome yesterday! lunch at cafe cartel with nwl n of coz the bdae girl. then games at mind cafe with sfc. n surprise new york cheesecake! yummy.
took neoprints!! yes yes. n we managed to make shnl n dvdy take neos with us! hahaha. ^^
yesterday was happy day. ^^

ok yes. exams over. im long due for some update. haha.

i think i really love writing in my own private diary now.. hehx.

well anyway had my post-exams outings n pre-post-exams outings too... hahaha

last thurs ended the bulk of exams had only maths n phy left. n fri to mon to study. so went out.

thurs went to buy dvdy's very belated bdae present after hanging out at tau huay shop. n he insisted on going with us.. argh. fine.. luckily glrwu had to do some atm thing.. so we foced him to go pei glrwu. hehehe.. while we went shopping for his present in compasspoint. n his present put me in a tight spot la. argh. oh well. at least we got sth he liked n needed n fit him too! hahaha. other than length

fri went mugging with rchlkoh, glrwu n dvdy at bishan lib for a short while b4 heading to orchard for shopping! yay. but too bad didnt get anything. sigh. after dat was a filling dinner. jap buffet! awesome! sashimi, sushi, salmon, chawamushi, tempura n more sashimi n salmon. ahhaha.. ohhh not forgetting.. i drank sake! man its nice! so sweet. was super happy so had a good appeitite n ate quite alot. heee.

sat went out with dnny, lsr n sjy for our lunch outing cum farewell for dnny. while waiting for sjy at city hall mrt we met jde! who was waiting for alclye n mjlt. so cool la! so we waited for all of them to come b4 going for lunch together.. our 4ppl outing multiplied to 7. n became a mini 1a outing! yayyy.
oh. n sjy bought me a bday present shared w dnny n lsr. a white tote bag. the one i eyed on! so coolios! love it lots.. ^^ sjy knows me the best.. that was the nicest design out of all to me. n she thot so too! hahah.. n the most amazing thing is.. ive been wanting a white bag! im so blessed. so so blessed. thank God for His goodness. really. though not i was looking for.. but still a white bag. heyyy. juz like the 2 pairs of slippers i got when my sandals broke? ahha. coincidence? i choose to think its gifts from God. ^^
well anyway.. so we had lunch at changing appetites in marina square.. yummy big portions. n then we went shopping separately.. coz too many ppl abit difficult. neither of us got anything. boohoo.
shopped more with mummy after that. tired la! ahhaa. but i saw a bag i like which i regret not buying? well if its meant to b.. it will b.

sun n mon was mugging for maths which i kinda panic-ed. which i felt angry for doing so on tues coz it was rather simple [I THOUGHT. till today. arggh. maths. i want my A. bahhhh.. i doubt i'll get it this time..]

tues was the maths paper.

wed phy. [will not think bout it for now....]
went out with nwl n mchlchin to bugis.. they wanted to buy my present. hahx. i did not want to feel awkward with them while they r buying.. so decided to go to the lib while they shopped.
found nice books. i finished 1 on that day itself.. not bad. private novel series by kate brian. very high school? i think. lots of typical american or issit english girl conflicts. entangling conflicts..
well anyway.. joined them for shopping after that n neoprints! which r 'hilariously stressful' as quoted from mchlchin. ehhehe.
oh n the present is this sweet glass bead necklace. so pretty. love it! ^^

yest went jogging! wahahha.. feel so accomplished. yaay.

went for sfc outing! yayyy. superbly fun. mayb coz of the movie la.. ahaha.. yup. so we went to grand cathay to watch die hard at 1540 n ended at 1640.. abruptly. the movie was showing the com systems crashing.. n the enemy going for the next move.. when suddenly black screen. only hear voices. arrrgghhh. how irritating can that b la. sighh. then they showed this..

yup. sth u might nv c in ur life. so at the back were shouts of.. "free popcorn for all" "full refund" ahhaha. well in the end we each got 2 complimentary tics per stub.

straight after dat wanted to watch die hard again.. but abit too late.. so watched transformers. awesome!!! i loveeeeeeee that show. super nice. action plus some comedy. n ultimate cool robot/machines/transformers. super happy after watching it. hehee.

had pizza hut dinner which we had to force lcp to eat. lol

wonder wad i shd watch using the other free tic..

today. college day which i managed to escape coz of dental.. yea.

dental today was longg. n painful. now im in agonizing pain. ahhh. God faster heal it. bahh.

well anyway.. i like the colour. though its the wrong blue.. blue n grey! hehehehe. yes. cedar rocks. ahhahaha..

ohhhh. n my dentist says i mayb cannot do op at end of year.. yyy!!! *cries whines wails* she say can try rushing.. but b prepared its june nex year. boohooo. i really dun wanna go for prom. baaahhhhhhhh.

oh well.

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY! yay. ^^

yes yes. yesterday was my birthday.. so now im 18 years n 1 day old. [i feel old. boo.]

but who cares anyway. birthdays r supposed to b fun! yes. n this year i had the time of my life. the best 18th birthday i had in my life!!! ahhahahaha. yes i meant 18th bdae. ahha only once a lifetime. lol. ok laa.. shant b so bad. i guess its one of my best bdaes. i dun remb another bday which i spent the whole day smiling.. yeah. so thank you again to those who went to celebrate my bdae..

first i muz start with my 18th birthday eve. coz dats when all the fun started. the joy. ^^ *beams*

19062007
went to bishan lib to mug with dvdy, encz, crtls, rchlg n prclt.

*skips the minor details*
lunch was stagger. so encz n dvdy was the last couple to go for lunch. they took a long time.. n i was like.. eh. y they take so long.. then i got suspicious.. after dat crtls received a call.. heard a guy's voice. i was like.. ehhh?? then she said ask prclt 1st. i was like ar? class fren? then they said buy n i noticed prclt look at me.. i was like. oh. i think not.. i guess dats dvdy.. guessed they were trying to buy me a prez. so i juz acted blur. n ignored..

then prclt disappeared for a long time.. at 1st thot she went to toilet.. but sth was definitely wrong.. she is taking ages.. then suddenly she came back with encz n dvdy. noticed encz wasnt wearing her jacket.. looked n saw her rather rectangular-ish jacket.. n i was like.. hmm... ahhaha.. n acted blur again.. then i asked her.. eh not cold ma? [bishan lib is freezing. i wore 3 layers. imagine] she said coz juz came from outside which was hot.. n i was like. yeahh right. ok. after dat. rchlg came back up to join us.. i was like.. hmm.. n encz showed them some pic.i was like. hm. yes act blur. continue doing my work..
then suddenly they showed me this piece of paper with 'happy birthday to u chrlx " " " ' n i juz smiled. ahhaha. then they did this silent version of "happy birthday" ahhaha.. "clapping" too.. haha.. n i was like.. oh my! ahhaha.. super paiseh. coz like distracting the other ppl studying there too.. can c them all staring over.. so i kinda hid my face. hehx. then encz passed me a big bag with my present in it.. n dvdy passed me a small card.. opened to read the sweet lil note. which brought many smilesss... then b4 i opened the present they were like.. if cannot fit dvdy will change it for u.. i was like what?! u bought me tee ar? huh.. i think most prob cant wear... then opened n pulled out a pair of slippers.. ahhaha.. so cute.. thanks!!! n the size was right! cool. n the wrapper super cuteeee. got verses one.... so nice laaa. love it.

thankew thankew for the slippers which came after my sandals broke at famine camp. ahhaa. how sweet of u all.


20062007
happy birthday to me!

so yes. i woke up early.. but not as early as usual la.. but still considered early.. woke up n took my time.. to bake brownies n singing to the music on the radio. ahha. basically trying to say. i was happily baking.. ahha. coz i juz liked the feeling of baking..

then all along dunno y the brownies i bake always unsuccessful.. so i was kinda apprehensive bout baking.. but this time i separated the batter into 2 baking tins.. guessing that the prob was coz the size specified was bigger. so meaning the ones ive been baking r too thick dats y the middle cant bake..

anyway.. after waiting for the cake to bake for 30 min... tada!!!! successful!!! yeaaah. so i was very happy. i kept telling my mum. yes!! finally my brownies can b baked. r proper ones. 1st time successful! yay!! hahaha.. yes i was very happy dat it was successful.. ^^

then i rushed off with the brownies n sjy's sleeping bag. to meet sjy at island creamery for our lunch dessert appointment. had a nice chat while eating our yummy desserts. she had apple pie with very berry ice cream. n i had mud pie. the mudpie was with oreo crumbs, oreo crust. top layer is with choc ice cream then cookies n cream. last was coffee ice cream i think. coz dat later was too thin to decifer wad it was.. anyway.. we had a nice sweet affair catching up with one another..

then took my time to slowly go down to gldy's home to surprise them.. while walking i went thru the 'surprise plan i had for them'

this was the initial plan: say not gonna mug with them.. then surprise them at whereever they r studying with brownies..

butttt. some ppl had to follow me to ntuc to buy ingredients the day b4.. n i found out at nite that they somehow they found out. im like. okkk.

so plan 2: msg someone say not feeling well coz of the flu or no time to go down cos woke up too late or sth.. n then surprise them by going down after meeting sjy.

so with the plans in mind.. i thot of how the details of how im gonna press the bell n not stand at the door n jump in n say surprise or sth. hahahaa. but prclt kept calling to ask where i was. she said j2s at sheng siong buying things. n dun worry noone noes she is in the toilet.. i was like.. hmm. something is fishy. doesnt sound like shes in the toilet. dun have the kinda sound effects.. no echo-y sound or water sounds? but thot i was being over suspicious. so ignored the thot.

reached the block. n got excited. ahhahaha. then i kinda forgot which one was gldy's door. then i pressed the doorbell.. n then waited. n out came a lady. n i was like. OOPS! wrong door.. thankfully she was a sweet nice lady who said it was ok.. ahahha.

then pressed the doorbell.. waited for quite some time. ok. mayb i was juz anxious to go in. ahhaha.. then door opened.. n i was like. hello!! n only j1s. i was like. arrr?? the j2s still in sheng siong. ar? so long. n then funny thing was all the j1s like noe wad im doing. im like.. hmm. y abit weird but ignored again. heard them saying alot of things like wah. today dress so prettily n sth bout my shoes.. but i kinda ignored them.. coz was thinking wad to do b4 the j2s come back. then i quickly said.. "kk. then i hide.. quick quick.. where to go ar? juz bhind or shd i go up?" was about to go into the living room area to go when prclt pulled me back n shounted brownie!!! i was like.. huh?!??!?!

all of a sudden.. came lots of sound from behind me n out appeared all the j2s. i was like. "oh great!" ahhahaha. i juz laughed. n they sang me "happy birthday" while i stared at who was there.. esp jhtn who was with the cam videotaping.. i was like.. noooo. but aiyah. ok.. so paiseh.. wanted to surprise them.. but in the end.. hahaha.... oh well.. so i was given this lil cute cake n a beautiful pink rose.. had to make 2 wishes 1 known. was about to blow the candle when i saw.. pricetag! ahhahaa. so blew n announced to them.. "erm.. there's a pricetag!" hahaha.. their reactions. was like mixed with stunned. shocked. paiseh. n dunno wad to do. ahahhaa.. so funny. then i gave them my brownies..

b4 eating i was like. arrr. eat so many cakes today!! n they said its ok coz its my bdae. ahha. okay.. n shnl best. say "its ok! its ur bdae. on my bday i had 2 slices of cheesecake" ahaha.. so issit get fat on ur bdae?? hahaa. after eating tried to study but failed so went ard distracting ppl. ahhaha. after taking photos.. went for dinner at din tai fung raffles city

on my way there.. i was holding the rose with my 2 hands in the middle.. smiling slightly to myself.. [was too happy so i couldnt stop smiling la. basically. hahaha.] then walked into the train.. i was like.. oopsss. can feel eyes turning to look at me.. coz ait outstanding holding a rose. hehehx. didnt care. coz i was too happy to b bothered.. usually i'll kinda glare at them like wad happened in the past. hee.

waited for family. then kor came with this new urban mle paper bag n gave it to me.. my bdae prez from him! looked in.. slippers?! hahahaha.. i laughed. he was puzzled la.. so cute. n i said.. haha.. i got a pair yesterday. n he was like. erm. okaaayyy. ahahhaha.. but is ok la. he said if i didnt fit or i saw another model i like.. can go change. so sweet of him. but i like it loads. ^^

dinner was filling!!!! dunno issit coz of all the cake i ate or juz my shrunken stomack after famine camp. anyway ordered lots of food. i had my noodles! a must on bdae. n then lots of xiao long baos. wasnt that faulous.. but i enjoyed it anyhow. with my family!! ^^ then went shopping after dat.. wanted this top but min 2 pieces!! ahhh. sigh.

went home feeling really happy. n loved. oh yes happy is an understatement. i was super high. hahaha.. those who chatted to me could feel it. hehx.

thanks for the birthday wishes!
sjy, mummy, tsh, drlc, crtls, jhtn, lkh, daddy, wyt, ant, tyc, shnl, chrn n hs, lcp, kvnc, chrtnc, kor, aml, cndct, tyy, yl, cjc, tke, nwl.

thanks for the wonderful memories on my bdae n the eve!
daddy, mummy, kor, sjy, dvdy, encz, crtls, rchlg, prclt, mchlc, shnl, jhtn, gldy. ^^

think thats bout it.

oh n special thanks to..
shnl who came down to celebrate my bdae though he was sick. really really sick. coughing n sneezing la. man. thanks alot! hope u r much better now!!!
encz n dvdy for specially going down to buy the rose n cake. n my slippers.
of coz. GOD! for juz making this special day.. AWESOME! aiyah. for juz giving me these loving friends. ^^. FOR BLESSING ME! yay-ness. ^^


oh. n i suspect the link btwn the sandals which broke n the slippers i received. ahahha.. i think God was preparing for my bdae present.. he knew wad i was gonna get.. so he made them break. ahhaha! ^^
well i love the pressies anyhow. ^^

mugging june hols.

okay! b4 anyone starts complaining i nv update... i did! juz in my lil handwritten diary of mine. which is nice. can write secrets n details which cant b broadcasted..

well anyway.. loads have happened.. lots of fun. with ant's bday party over.. ant n shnl becoming 18. n of coz my bro becoming 21! coolios. n he likes his present alot. yay. ^^

also there was the shrek 3 sfc outing. the movie was sooooo funny! im glad i went. had an awesome time.
oh n there was cip b4 that. packing goodie bags.. fun fun fun! machines, factory workers. juz brainless packing movements.

loads of mugging sessions n funny jokes cracked along the way.. studying in woodlands lib. sch lib. national lib hans. n bk macs. n kfc too. n prslt's fren home glds. which is near my home!

n ive been cycling! yay. i love to cycle.. zoom. hahaa.

n also bridge sessions. "gambling den" hahaha. nah. juz innocent card playing.. heehee.
other than the favourite bridge there was dai dee, signal, level pig.

its been a nice hols. hanging out with sfc peeps. yayness!

will b going for famine camp tmr! cant wait. i think it'll b fun.


oh. n i have a craving to bake. mayb on my rest day i shall juz do so. hmmm.

sfc camp thanksgiving

im lazy to do thanksgiving for camp. bahh... ok i'll juz do the most impt ones..

first n foremost. the one which we couldnt do the camp without.. our Almighty Father above.
thanks for being right there with us all the time n overlooking us. protecting us from all harm. thank you for juz lending ur strength to each and everyone of us who were weak at 1 point or another. without u.. this camp would have been meaningless. coz it was for us to know u. so all glory goes to u~!

next. the teachers.
thanks for bearing with our troublesome requests. esp me asking for gym keys like now n again. interupting meals n breaks n conversations. n of coz for supporting us thru the camp.

next. camp comm!
for supporting one another throughout the camp n b4 as well. the times we spent planning n dry run was fun. learnt much from each of u. esp great of u guys for giving all the love n care during camp when i broke down. thanks a million.

last but not the least. everyone who went for the camp.
for juz ur presence. for being enthusiastic. without u in the camp.. wads the point of it! so thanks for being there to take part in the activities planned and giving us the joy that our hardwork wasnt put to waste.

dun think i miss out anyone.

well im glad that the camp went thru well n all's done other than evaluation. ah.

sfc camp 2007

oh man tired! though i already slept alot to catch up on sleep.. but still. tired. look at my eyebags! ahhh. ugly ugly ugly! save me! *pouts* oh well. God will take care of it.. i pray for nice eyes again! ^^ haha. i shd refrain from being vain.

on a side note.. dvd says im super high

anyway.. its june! today is 1st of june! how fast!!! ^^ yay. juneeeee.

so camp was over. n i kinda died. with 5 hours of sleep on 1st night n 1.5 hours on 2nd nite. but i reached home n i slept in the afternoon for 3 hours n 13 hours at nite. hmm. but dun seem to be helping.. mayb i need to get back to routine or sth..

anyway camp. was awesome! 3 days. but not enough leh! i wanna have more sessions n games. learning more n juz dwelling in His presence. n with my BIG FAMILY! sfc! we rock!

lets start with sessions.
listening effectively. learnt quite abit.. like deciphering the voices.. n how to listen to His voice of coz. the still small voice. i guess ive got too noisy a mind n soul. muz really quieten down. i cant really take too much silence.. ahh. but if i wanna hear Him i have to do so.. alright! so its time i train myself!
praying effectively. this one was great. overwhelming. esp during praise n worship n prayer at the end.. i think almost all of us went up.. i duno how to describe the experience.. but im sure its the beginning of sth. i'll continue to pray n believe in much more faith. discussion was really a time where i felt my some of my burdens lifted away from me. shows me how much i need to repent n how its good for my soul.
spiritual gifts. wasnt there for the whole session coz had econs lecture in between. but i think ive yet to find my gift yet.
girl/guy matters. didnt learn much from that. coz kinda basic commen sense. we noe how to dress. guys i dunno wad happened but they said like quite duh.

workshops!
listening effectively. wasnt there but heard it was real fun. n good.
endurance. was kinda tough. didnt try though. but looked really tiring.. i commend those who perservered. n i learnt sth. i make a bad 'devil'. they said i was obviously smiling. bah. but its good on the other hand.. means im a good girl! haha..
humility. was prepared but not done. boohoo. but the flour + water mixture created by drlc wasnt wasted.. hehx.
monopoly. was kinda sian for me coz i was jail warden.. but it was nice to tour around. n b a onlooker..
but i thot workshops was a lil wasted.. coz they all know their lessons already! cannot trick them or anything. wonder if they learnt from the worshops..
for me i did. coz i learnt during the dry runs n planning.. we did lots of brainstorming on whether it'll work out or it suited the lessons. which i gained much from the discussions..

games!
ice breakers. double whacko. i feel safe with jnnk! shes like calm n composed.. unlike ln who screams only. haha. was interesting... macaroni game was fun! n i got bought into another kingdom *pouts* but i made myself slave again to return to GAP! ^^
wet games. was in charge of body parts with drlc. was kinda yucky. the flour mixture. dirtied their clothes la.. all the dried up flour.. minesweeper seemed fast. dunno wasnt there. sponge game looked hilarious with all of them with sponges on their heads.. cat fight was amusing! our soaped canvas wasnt in vain. the soap mixture with drlc's feet. hehx.
candle game. had some trouble. in the end we still played. wonder if they enjoyed... i remb having much fun in that game last year.. too bad no time for them to complete the whole game.
dry games. 3 way captain ball. messy as ever.. haha.. dog n bone/fear factor. funny! their reactions! shd have video-ed it down.. esp when cryss ate the fav oreo. both at 1 shot.. n then. poof! wasabi! haa. n cocoa powder was equally funny. but kinda scary coz they like choked.
sardines. i juz patrolled around. so nth to say.
night activity. persecution. starting seemed failed. but in the end. seems kinda hiong. quite a few broke down. n the torture chamber was. scarrrryyyy.

i love my mortal. shes so cute. her reaction when i said my mortal was super classic.

other than all those fun part.. of coz there were the stressful parts where i had to control my emotions. kept myself awake thru the nite for evaluations. n breaking down completely. but really thank GOD for juz seeing me thru all those. giving me friends who supported me. juz that sentence of 'r u ok?' was good enough.
the worst part was of coz the part where i broke down completely. being log head really stressed me out.. even juz the start of the camp.. rchlkoh saw thru n said.. 'r u stressed with log?' 2nd nite was when it all came down on me.. someone was injured n needed a 1st aid kit. n we didnt prepare one.. n it didnt help when my partner havent been doing stuff/taking initiative. i had to remind him or sth i dunno. not sure. n when they needed the 1st aid kit.. he wasnt there. so i had to bear the "consequences/burden". it juz worsened when they asked so.. the persecution game.. we r using.. i was like. stirrers! oh no! they r in the gym?! wad. ahhhhhhhhh. then they were like. so u left it at the sajc side la. [we were in the diocese/other side of the sav. n the bridge locked] i was like. ok. i'll check with my partner. so i walked off towards the dorm. knowing obviously there werent any. dunno wad to substitute. thank God that dvd came along. coz i juz cried. n then everything a whirl. i remb going to the toilet n falling to the floor n crying n encz praying for me n taking teeshirts from dorm n passing sth for some angel to some mortal n sitting at the steps. totally lost it la. n many saw. kinda paiseh but touched too. esp ant she said 'seeing u sad unlike ur normal cheerful self i feel so sad too' almost cried again. but that would have been dumb. plus with everyone there. haha. no.
learnt alot but learnt in a bad way from that painful lesson.

okok i'll b going for camp tmr so to entertain those who have requested n3s..

ive been super bz. the 2nd last week as i said was a test filled week. went for vj choir concert which was awesome. fabulous. n my ngr sang a small part solo. sat went out with lsr to get present for someone.. n then after dat went for vj harmoc which was fun. with nice songs..

then last week was kinda bz.. bz with camp prep. for tmr.. but lessons were getting slack. like thur. ended at 130 n fri at 12. thur only had 1 hour of econs from 1230 to 130.. how irritating.. n wanted to support soccer but i had to buy logistics for fri's dry run for camp.

buying the logistics was quite fun.. coz we were making lots of jokes with the diff stuff we could do for camp.. hahaha.. looking at the diff food n then laughing..

fri's dry run for camp was super fun. esp a certain game where glr had to eat her most hated.. too bad cant describe anything.. actually can la.. so late liao doubt anyone will c.. but who noes..

sat had another precamp prep. n more logistics buying at vivo giant.. which was fun again.. haha.. with dvd n eu.

today went to make specs. argh. term 3/ june hols. c the new me. i want my perfect eyesight! argh.

n so now i'll b going off to sleep n get the rest needed for camp. i foreseee some tiring days.. nites

its been ages. coz im stuck under a pile of work. burden. streessss.

lemme share with u.. my sad pathetic situation..

oh but b4 i do that.. its scary that our principal said on thurs she reads our blog. n esp bout the pw saga in our sch. hahx. shant complain bout that matter.. its pointless now anyway. no use dwelling on it.

yes back to my situation. sch was fine till my time table became from ending average day at ard 1500 to 1730 with lots of breaks.. n now its.. 1730 with reduced breaks coz of slotting in of extra lessons n extra tests after sch. econs remedial for all 1730 to 1830. dats even later than cca. but thank God dats on alternate weeks.. or else.. i'll only reach home after 1800 everyday.

next. 1 day 1 question for phy. 1 day 1 question for chem as well coz our class requested [though we complain bout the extra work we r willing. how contradicting]. weekend assignments for maths n they r not giving up on all public holidays as well [good friday n labour day. question.. aint labour day there bcoz we r supposed to have some rest after labouring for so long? oh well.]

then other than all the extra assignments other than tutorials.. theres the extra tests! excluding lecture tests.. we'll have.. 1 week 1 chem test. 1 week 1 econs essay test. n phy mock test nono. mock EXAM. yes i mean full paper.. on 15 may [from phy teacher] n 19 may [all phy students]. oh yes. its 19 may saturday! they aint gonna let us go~!! yyyyy. siggh.

im sad. i get depressed when i cant go home.. stay at school for too long.. reaching sch at 0700 n leaving at 1800.. 11 hours in sch. mon to fri. *cries* mayb i shd camp at sch.. is j2 dat taxing?

luckily for me ive got sfc! i really really muz thank God for sfc. coz i feel so peaceful with them. esp on fri. my best way of relaxing really. juz walking/shopping/eating/chatting with them. the few methods im left with de-stressing n the only time i can do so anyway..

but....... even though i complain. i seriously think that the teachers i have r awesome. for putting in so much effort for us.. coming up with all those questions per day. tests per week. assignments. n then marking them all! who says students get the worst of it.. i think the teachers do share our burden too.. so i really thank them for helping us n suppressing all that anger we cause them from our behaviour / horribly done assignments.. im actually touched that they are giving themselves extra work for us at the expense of themselves.. n having to deal with our lamenting of the hw loaded on us.. i really THANK GOD for the dedicated teachers that i have..

good friday was indeed GOOD FRIDAY! hahaha. [im getting lame n uncontrollably high at times]
on fri went for church service then met up with sfc ppl.. mchlchin, euz, ant, shnlim, dvdyeo n drl at the zoo! i wanted to go to the zoo with them in the morn.. but.. had to go for service.. well.. outside the zoo at the entrance was enough.. ahha.. had sucha happy feeling there.. so carefree.. mayb coz of all the lil kids running about laughing shouting n taking pics.. so cute.. then we took a group photo with shnlim on a rhino? n mchlchin commented today dat i looked very happy in that pic.. haha.. well i dunno..
after dat mchlchin went off n the rest of us went to cck to eat lunch.. n walked ard the mall while waiting for drl to leave cck with us..
so drl went to expo while we watched shooter. 1st time watch nc-16 movie.. ahhahaha.. legally. hahahah. when i said that.. b4 adding legally.. dvdyeo was like.. hmm marked improvement. ahahhaha.. the movie was good. though i was kinda like a scardy cat. haha. i have a weak heart.. hehhehehe.

yest i had an interesting chat with my cous. ehhehehe. tsk tsk. ^^

today was another day of gettin more stressed by the teachers.. mshuangkx: during the long weekend.. i thot bout it.. im gonna give u all an assignment everyday! >>> n u can imagine our reaction.. msklai: though ur class did quite well for bt maths.. u r not performing as u shd.. so im gonna give u all an assignment each week. >>> how great righhhhtttt. so coz of this im getting more n more stressed.. n i realised sth.. the more stressed i get.. the more i talk to myself n become lame.. or talk bout weird things..
n i seriously cant stand napfa. stupid ipu. juz coz i cant do ipu. argggh.

fri was life con n yes! our efforts paid off..

life con day was a happy day.. juz worshipping the Lord.. n being super high! ushering was as usual kinda i dunno wad im supposed to do.. but who cares.. seeing all the ppl coming in all excited.. its nice.. n then during the concert we went to the front.. singing/shouting the song.. i dunno which coz theres this speaker right in front of me. towards my left.. suspected i became partially deaf in the left after dat.. but. i was totally fine! yeah..
the concert was awesome! jumping n singing.. forgetting the fact that my ankle is not totally ok? ahha.. it didnt hurt at all. yeahhhh... n listening to the band sing.. esp char.. *mesmerised* but im used to her singing already.. so ehh.. hahah.. but coz of her.... demand curve got shifted to the right.. wahahahaha.. powerrr. ^^
after life con we had supper.. at macs.. coz dat was the only place left to eat. hah.

oh. n eu kept saying wanna go out on sat.. but in the end.. she was too tired.. ahhaha.. myself included.. slept till 11++ heee..

today's pe was 2.4 coz the weather was good.. n then i ran with my juz recovered ankle.. didnt dare run.. 1st round everyone chiong-ed i got a shock.. i was like.. okkkk... n then i didnt plan to take my actual 2.4 today.. so kinda ran slower... after finishing 1 round.. mrkhoo was like.. eh can or not.. run slowly ar.. then 2nd round.. he was like.. eh. actually can leh.. 4min 50s if u try actually can.. i was like.. uh huh. in the end i completed at 15.50 juz nice a C. ahaha.. thank God.. if not C im gonna re-run.. which i dun want to do.. so great.. 2.4 over.. left 5 items.. ahh. the dreaded ipu.

oh thursday already! meannssss.. tmr is friday! so what right? hahahah.. ok.. im having a self conversation here... yes yes tmr is fri 30 march life concert!!!! oh yay oh yay! all the hardwork will b in place. n we'll c the fruits of our labour! oley ^^

n today.. thurs. 1 victorious moment recorded already! haha... i meant 1 successful easter week program over! ^^ awesome! though i injured my ankle.. danced rather weirdly according to one of my classmates.. made some mistakes.. was slower than the rest.. i worshipped Him with all my heart n soul.. n i enjoyed dancing on stage.. i really missed performing.. somehow after 6 years? of co plus band performances.. i guess i liked that kinda sense of accomplishment after the concert.. n i felt that once again! a month plus of late nite practices.. for a 3 min dance? yup. its done. great. fabulous! ^^ thanks to our dance instructor anna for her coaching. cookies. sweetness. n today's donut! thanks for all the effort u put in ^^

yest. we finally managed to have the fanfare done by the band. for the supposedly opening start for easter week.
sfc time was cca sign up n prayer meeting plus moving of artifacts.. had a good time speaking to mrlimds for like an hour plus? after i juz raised my worry bout my chem results to him.. n i learnt a great deal.. i muz really apply it..

lots n lots n lots have happened since i last updated.. so much that i can hardly remb..

dance pracs into the evening.. getting back late at night... n then exhausted by fri.. dats gone by so fast for dunno how many weeks on weds n thurs.. now its all ending.. coz the performance is on thurs.....

mugging during the march hols in the various places.. mostly woodlands lib anyway... that has gone by..
n of coz.. the block test 1 is over on fri... n ive already got back 2 papers... maths n phy. how fast eh. n i thank God for my results..

then not resting a moment... was life con rehearsals... on the fri that we finished our papers.. we started our full dress rehearsal on fri.. all the way till late nite... same on sun.. from 1230 till 2230 n back in sch at 0700 on mon?? practicing for dance n prep for all the easter week stuff..

yest. i. erm. hmm.. missed a step when going down the stairs at some peak hour or sth.. coz i managed to jam up the whole stairs n attract alot of attention.. felt so paiseh.. n so i injured my poor ankle.. 1st thot when i fell was.. i wanna dance! its on thurs!!! ya.. so i limped away? luckily not sprain n not serious.. right now its juz a lil swollen.. i'll b fine by thurs!
i still danced for the dance prac in the cc yest.. 2 times only. i think i kinda aggrevated it coz it was really hurting when i went home.. oh.. n i reached home at 2200++ again..

today. i was limping ard. n im finally home earlier. ard 1800? glad to b able to rest my tired ankle..

oh my new timetable is erh. good? in the future.. but bad now.. coz of the afternoon pe from 1630 - 1730 on mon n tues.. n i longgg 2++ hour break b4 that.. hopefully after napfa no need go.. yay.

n yes.. thanks to esp to my sfc friends who totally rock.. [news spread super fast.. all like noe i fell down like dat..] n all so concerned ^^ love them lots.. n of coz those classmates who helped me at the stairs when i fell.. n asked if i was better today ^^

i realised.. as u grow older.. lots of things do happen in ur life.. unexpected. shows how much u shd treasure those around u n remb that life is precious/fragile. pray that things will go back to norm for them asap..

sorry for the disorganised post. n a post almost void of emotions.. i guess im really affected by the news i heard today..

anywayyyy... dance for chapel up reaallll soon! n so is life con. cant wait. it'll b awesome! n i can finally take time n rest good.

hie all!!! no im not MIA. im juz BIA [bz in action ^^]

there was...
CNY eve. where i spent the whole day sweeping n mopping the whole house. im proud of myself ^^ yay!
chu yi-1. bai nian-ing. visiting my dad's side.. n then my mum's.. collecting ang baos n catching up with cousins..
chu er-2. spent the day doing our properous CNY hw given by our dearest teachers......
chu san-3. visited aunt's house. chatted loads w mldlee n showed her the dance i was learning...
chu si-4. back to sch. w 20 min jog to burn fats [from CNY goodies] for pe.. sfc min time n easter dance which is fun n yet draining.. returning home at 2100+
chu wu-5. more sch. dental.. ive upgraded to putting elastic bands.. dance prac was satisfying! we almost finished.. left a lil portion in the instrumental part! yay.. returned at 2200. n continued mugging for econs which i squeeezzeeed time in between breaks to study.
chu liu-6. some more sch. w econs test n the current affairs quiz which i nv ever do well in.. haha... sfc! easter week prep. prayer meet. n fellowship! fei-lou-ship. hehehe.. at ps.. returning home at 2200 again?
chu qi-7. finally! i can rest n sleep. sat is my sleep-catch-up-day plus clean-my-room-day.
chu ba-8. buffet at intercontinental w aunt's family where we ate lots n chatted =)

today its already chu jiu-9. n sch again... ipu. argh.





many things have happened.. n im so caught up in it..
sigh.. i really dun want to b juz so caught up in the world dat i live in.. bz running around doing errands.. but life is like that.. aint it?
well.. sfc has really made me think twicelots.. so wad do i want in my life? wads my purpose in life?

xcountry, sfc.. n more sfc!

hmm.. ok.. past few days have been eventful.. so i shall zoom past the rest of the days..

mon didnt go sch. n had some random call from a pri sch fren whom i nv ever talked to? to go out to talk n eat?? i was like huh? ok.....
so tues after sch went out n got "conned" hahx. hahaha.. but learnt some interesting stuff...

wed was x country.. at ecp run 3.6km.. so mchlchin, nwl n me decided to jog the whole thing.. then we jogged.. n slowly we passed dvdyeo, drl n kvnc... sigh.. slackers.. walk the whole 3.6.. so no face.. haha.. finished the 3.6 without stopping! yay.. feel so accomplished! ^^
after dat we had sfc bonding! played capt ball.. yay fun.. other than falling at the end of the game.. pain! landed on my left hand n left side of butt.. sustaining painful injuries.. painful blueblack.. it was like faint green then... today its... erm.. this colour? actually darker...
after dat some of them went cycling or blading... n i hanged out with those at the blading ring.. n got to cycle awhile coz cy decided he was tired.. n i was having a fun time cycling coz the bike was so smooth! n i bladed coz rchkoh decided to stop.. haha... so fun la..
then i chionged to vj.. hehe.. n sneaked in n chatted to the ppl there n had lunch too! hehe.. those who recognised me.. were like.. ?! y r u here?! yada yada.. super funny.. ahha..
i realised how tired i was when i reached home.. i ran / cycled / bladed for at least 5km in total la..

thurs was yet another tiring day... had the normal sch day... n then stayed back for easter week dance prac.. started at 6!! at diocese centre.. did admin stuff like choosing songs, splitting into 2 groups n arranging dates... i forsee bz bz weeks ahead... then we started prac.. so ballet-ish.. i really cmi!! ahhh.. i cant b graceful la.. n im bad? i think.. muz prac more! n remb the steps..
i reached home so late! for a day with sch the next day.. sigh.. n i was exhausted.. super duper exhausted.. slept like a log. n realised i didnt move at all when i slept!! i found myself waking up in the same position...
oh yes.. i sustained more bruises from the dance prac.. n i was rolling on the floor in the room.. n turned the wrong direction on my giant bruise from wed.. n ahh!!!!! pain! extremely pain la.. sigh..

today had gp presentation! yea.. im over n done with it.. had sfc again.. worship workshop.. interesting n learnt lots of stuff.. highlight for today was.. fei-lou-ship [fellowship] after sfc! went to macs n have dinner... had a long crapping session.. laughing, making lots of noise n juz having fun n enjoying ourselves.. slowly.. grcyew, kvnc n mchlchin left.. n the group of ppl in macs left was lcp, dvdyeo, shnlim, rchkoh, glry, eu n me..
we played truth or dare truth! was fun la.. the rules set was no sensitive issues n no names.. in the end.. i realised.. hahaha.. totally off track liao.. thru dat game.. we got to noe the ppl more.. yay! bonding! ^^
i love sfc! ^^

my blog is dying. haha. high time i blogged..

well.. mayb ive been getting too tied down with work. sch life. the boring mudane life im so tired of.. really tired.. pls bring me revival!

well last week.. was a bz week? piles of work now? or mayb coz im doing tutorials? haha.. well.. im more hardworking this year la.. so spend lots of time doing sch work? hmmmm...

sfc on wed was orientation! had lots of fun meeting juniors, remembering names, playing games, eating pizza! lol.. sfc on fri was some personality test thing n i found out im a grape! "we gather in bunches!" lol.. the people people.. more than half? of sfc r grapes.. n we had to split into 2 groups.. n there were only 3 oranges? ahha.. poor them..

sat went to unsw asia open house with tsh! ^^ so nice to c her.. the open house wasnt that fantastic.. not many ppl there.. n i pity the 987 djs there.. talking to almost themselves? learnt bout the unsw asia.. wad their strengths r.. the system, sch fees, the foundation year.. the one which alot of ppl go after Os to aust for.. so next time lesser ppl will fly overseas? coz they can do that here? i thot dat was good lo.. n the most interesting one was bout the "exchange programme" they had.. after 1 year in the sg campus.. u can go over to sydney to have 1 or 2 sem in that campus.. so it was quite nice.. but i wun b going there la... dun have the course i want..

sun went mugging with tke. n his frens.. kinda weird.. coz he didnt intro us till like i dunno how long later.. ahhaa..

tues i went mugging with tke again.. n he told me in advance he'll b in formal wear.. i was like.. okay.. can.. i thot.. hmm shirt n pants.. ok. so i was in macs studying alone 1st.. then suddenly this guy with white long sleeved shirt n a black formal jacket n pants came over.. i was like.. *shakes head blink eyes* ?!?! wah.. ur formal really formal leh.. hehe... n we studiedd.. nono.. more like.. i studied.. n he played his laptop? nono correction.. his bro's laptop.. hahaa..

yest's pe was the best i had the whole of this year.. yay! match against 06a05. floorball.. 1st time our class played.. we lost. but we had fun.. n anyway they had pro hockey players.. hehe..
had sfc n we did more interaction... some weird question card thingy.. n my 1st card was.. i wish to marry someone who is... i was like.. no!!!! 2nd card my biggest lie was.. i really cannot remb!!!! mayb i dun wish to.. ahha.. n the 3rd was i cant remb wad.. but anyway that card thingy abit morbid.. alot of die die die.. n negative things.. wonder who made them.. hmm.. n we had this lesson from the book - the book of james..

today after sch we did the sfc board.. was quite ahh! at 1st.. haha.. discussing with the mentors n other sfc ppl.. but it turned out nice in the end! outstanding.. can c from the opposite.. at the staff room side.. so big n clear! whee... n sth weird happened.. hmmm..

kk dats the rounded up bout the past week which made me dying now.. lack of rest, overload of work or sth..

money issues r giving me a headache. ive collected so much class fund n paid for so many things. driving me crazy... dun even dare to collect money from the class now.. i pray that God will give me wisdom on how to collect the money from the class.. n that the class will b understanding..

i also wanna pray for strength to carry on each day cheerful n glorify Your name.. n forget certain things..

n i really wanna thank God for my good results for the tests the weeks b4.. ^^ n juz protecting me each day..

long time no post.

i guess.. blogging is lost from my world now.. lots of things r lost actually.. ive lost touch with myself. the happy me. i think. at least i feel so.. nvm.. shall not dwell on that..

last week has been the normal hectic jc life. normal school day with mad pe sessions of running 3.2km each time on the 1st 2 pe lessons. n then the chem test which i almost died studying for.. rushing the few days b4..
n of coz my favourite part of sch.. sfc! wed was brainstorming for orientation game for a certain game.. n also some cellgroup leader workshop thingy.. fri was cca walkabout day.. so they had to set up booth.. but i missed it coz of dental.. but i managed to rush back in time to dry run orientation games! whee! fun! anaemia n charades.. quote of that day from lcp our treasurer. during anaemia where we have a name pasted behind our backs n r supposed to ask ppl yes/no questions.. so our dear lcp was asked by kvnchew some question.. n lcp went to his back looked.. wad is a skunk ar? lol! we really spent a good time laughing at that.. celebration of bdae was fun as usual ^^

on sat sfc went to city harvest church for delirious concert. was cool. met up with kyr! ^^ n after service we went for our dinner at changi village.. was a mad bus ride.. lots of bumping.. n someone almost flew out of her seat.. haha.. n dinner was ermm.. a group of ppl staring at the tv.. coz of.. soccer. n the rest chatting... n watching live comedy [shnlim, dvdyeo n rchlkoh eyes not leaving the tv.. n then goal!] thank God the was one non-soccer-watching guy.. hahaa.. or i would think all guys r mad bout soccer.. hahaa.. reached home lateeee. coz we were so far.. i wonder wad time drl reached home..

today was ok. n sad. coz mchlchin sick! booo. haha.. maths test phy test over. n for pe.. we ran 2.4km this time.. phew. n we had a challenge against mrbsoh's class.. hahaha.. captain ball.. our forte lehx. but seems like we abit rusty.. or coz we r 2 man n 1 woman down.. so we had a tie. i wish pe was back to mrdng's time.. games everytime!

time to study for econs test tmr..

bbq n nssn!

haa.. so long nv update..

hmm.. lets c.. y ar? hmmm.. too much bleach i guess.. ahhaha.. bleach. nice anime ^^
yes yes im back dated. dadadaaa..

thurs.. there was sfc leader's retreat bbq.. the leaders stayed at the chalet since wed.. so mchlchin, drn, dve n me met at pasir ris mrt to take the feeder bus to aloha loyang.. but.. coz they were late we took a cab down.. n clever leaders didnt wanna ans our call.. so we didnt noe which chalet to go.. ahha.. n we had to wander around..
after that we found them n joined in their discussion.. wahh.. even i feel stress la.. haha..
after the longggg discussion we had bbq which was quite unsuccessful? hahah.. coz of the fire.. fire cant start.. cant bbq.. then we sat around chatting n eating only the cooked food.. in the end had to use the stove to cook sausages n crabsticks.. haha.. n they made potato salad! yay. yummy.. fire only finally started at like 2100+? n the last feeder back to pasir ris was 2215. so we didnt eat much..
in the end we walked to the busstop to take a bus down to hougang n mchlchin to her home.. walking to the busstop was so funny.. hahah.. coz prissy was so afraid of the frogs? haha.. then she'll run off.. so cute la.. thank god that i managed to reach hougang mrt on time.. coz that was the freaking last train!! wahh.. the whole train almost empty.. except for random couples.. i freaked out walking home again..

fri was quite horrible. hahx. dun make this stupid dumb mistake i did ok.. i was supposed to meet sjy at city hall to take a bus down to vj for nssn - not so silent night [really not so silent. hehx.] but coz of something she was super late.. so i told her to go to vj herself.. n i'll meet her there.. i took 36 from esplanade which was totally WRONG!! argghh.. i sat on the bus for 45 min n i returned to suntec!!! *dies* when i looked at the bus route i already thot sth was wrong.. but i was quite frustrated by the fact that sjy was so late.. n my mind wasnt thinking straight.. so instead of a 15 min ride to vj.. i took 1 hour. thanks la.. n i waited for 36 for so long. arggh. poor chrtnchin couldnt pass me the tics... n coz i was so late [i was even later than sjy. argh.] we missed the 1st song. boo.
but nvm. coz i met some of my classmates there.. n we managed to watch the rest of the show too anyway.. the concert was great! chrtnchin played solo!! so cool la.. n the other sax solo was.. woah! ^^ so was the flute one for cant take my eyes off u. the solos' tone quality was so good.. amazing. was nice seeing my dearests on fri - lkh n chrtnchin. ^^v
coz we missed dinner.. sjy n i headed to pp to have something to eat.. after that finally decided to grab sth from 7-11 n have a lil 'picnic' haha.. left pp at 2230? but waited for 31 for quite long..
so coincidental la.. met my neighbour in the bus. hahaha.. he was at the start of the bus.. im at the end.. so tried to wave to him a few times but he didnt notice.. only like after awhile then he aye? *wave* by then i was like.. forget bout waving to him. go down the bus then say.. had a good chat to sjy bout many stuff.. but still we haven had a proper outing!! argh. shes so bz..
walked home with neighbour. 1st time someone other than my family walked me home... LOL! we walked each other home. hehx. no scary walking home night. n from that busstop it aint scary anyway. its the walk from the mrt!

hols ending. time running out. argh. stuff to do..

yes yes. decent post.

been kinda chaotic? bz? yea..

sat.. went out with darling wyt again.. supposedly was bacy outing.. but. sigh.. oh well.. it was fun anyway!!! haha.. we went chinatown. yes.. i can imagine ur look.. wad chinatown?! dat was wad i was thinking.. chinatown to shop? but she says her friend says theres a good place to shop.. so we went down...
queued for the famous yong tau foo which attracted like so many ppl although its not open yet. opens at 1. n we decided to go check out the shops after waiting for some time.. dats when my view changed.. who says theres nth to shop in chinatown!!! hahaa.. got many good shops esp at lvl 3. lvl 2 more of cloth shops? haha.. well theres a wide variety of shops there.. from the good food downstairs.. the superb yong tau foo. lvl 2 n 3.. clothes n accessories shops. bags, shoes, personal care stores, diy bead shops.......... ya.. lots. so well.. its a good place.. juz not airconditioned? haaa.. but theres OG next door.. so well.. take ur pick!
in the end.. wyt bought a tube white black dress n i got my brown berms? hmm.

went over to grandma's place after dat.. met everyone there.. quite good la.. get to sit around n chat.. was laughing quite a bit. haha.. same for the next morn.

today! went to support sfc mate lcp! dj arch! whoots. hahaa.. so cool la.. he is a dj!! so we met at clementi mrt.. shnlim, dvdyeo, euz, mchlchin n me. drl met us later in ngee ann poly.. it was so cool to watch how our dj friend worked.. so serious.. n when he looked up time n time again.. we would like give him thumbs up / jiayou actions. haha.. n he'll give us his wide grin.. oh.. n 1 thing made me extra proud of lcp.. we overheard this guy asking one of the students in charge of the booth. he asked.. hmm.. where is he from? sajc. whoo! hahaa.. so cool la. oh well..
after dat.. wanted to crash kevc's house.. but.. he is at the zoo.. n wun b back so early.. so went went down to orchard for dinner.. n sort of walked around.. hmmm.. hanged out mostly at kino, art friend n better toy store.. we had a great time laughing at stupid jokes/comments during dinner n walking n stuff like dat. haa.. it was fun ^^

hahaa okay shnlim. here u r. im blogging..

i wanted to do so this morn.. but forgot all about it..

anyway... yesterday was rather fun.

went out for lunch with mum bro aunt n cousin.. at sim. yummyyy.. fish n chips.. nice quiet ambience too.. after that we headed to their house.. n i chatted to my other cousin.. n we had lots of fun laughing at our photos when we were young.. so cute! hehe.. n all our silly actions n conversations when we were young... so cute! lol.

after that went to city hall to meet vj class for awhile.. they were having class dinner! sigh.. nvm sfc also got.. but a lil later.. so i chatted with my xclassmates for awhile.. b4 leaving with mchlchin towards esplanade..
on the way there.. kevc called n asked us to bring dvdyeo to esplanade... sigh.. so we headed backwards.. n finally after waiting we saw dvdyeo with shnlim.. [n according to shnlim he bumped into us?! lol. nvm.]
so 4 of us.. tried to find gluttons bay. hmm.. n when we reached there.. we couldnt find anyone.. haha.. coz kevc, eu n lcp decided to hide behind the trees.. n then hop to another.. lol.. so funny la.. muz remb that scene.. ahhaa..

anyway.. we waited for glr n ch n shirb to come.. n we celebrated her shirb's bdae.. by having a nice dinner! yumm... n then we went to get a tub of ice cream.. lol.. n shared it on the esplanade roof top garden! lol.. sharing lots of jokes.. haha.. it was real funny.. laughing loads.. but regretting eating too much ice cream after that.. lol.. sinful.

took the bus home with shnlim. haha.. n we had a fun time laughing more.. i like it when someone stays nearby.. haha.. coz theres someone to accompany me on the trip home! lol.