my eyes n the minute no. of testimonials...

oh yay! its friday! oleyyy oley oley oleyyy. oleyyy.. oley. okay.. im kinda high.. coz its freaking friday!

i love fri.. coz its the end of the sch week.. no sch on sat! yea baby! wahahaha..

lets c.. this is sth i observed... as the week goes by... my eyes changes size.. hahx.. lemme describe.. on fri ... tonight! i get the best sleep of the week! yeahh.. n then i wake up afresh n really unwilling to wake up coz its really very nice to sleep.. anyway.. yes.. on sat my eyes r the biggest! most awake! unless i have to wake up early.. then sun a lil smaller coz muz wake up go church... then mon smaller... tues even smaller...... goes on.. then fri can hardly openn... omg tiring sia... oh.. n for pass 2 weeks.. thurs nite... i'll get sore eye.. i mean my eye hurts... continueing into the friday.. haix.. luckily fridays got only 2 lessons.. phy n gp tutorial..

okayy.. taking a break from schh...... ive got the final draft of pi left to finish! arghhh..

nvm.. saw this interesting thing at anl's blog.. decided to entertain myself by doing it.....

Go to ur page and list the first 15 people who havecommented you.If someone has commented twice, skip to the nextnew commenter.(only real people, not groups) (according to date)

The 15 latest testimonial :
1. jovina
2. kai
3. amelia
4. annaling
5. izzah
6. jion
7. - hong
8. kareen
9. jas
10. huiyi-
11. the yuntian
12. zhiyun
13. kioku
14. cindy
15. chow leng

have you ever hugged 1?
yet to do so...

what's the best memories you have of 10?
ehh.. my cute angel who likes doremon!

Are you friends with 9?
omg duh!!! shes my crappy mad twin!

When's the next time you're gonna see 6?
ermm.. i dunno! when we having og outing?!

Tell something juicy about number 15:
erm.. i cant thing of one..

What do you like about 8?
she sounds so damn sweeet!

Is number 4 attractive?
hahaha! liikeee duhhh.!

What was your first impression of 7?
eh. a crappy n smiley junior?

How did you meet 3?
in cedar! (=

Do you think 13 could kill someone?
she looks innocent.. but.... u nv noe.. hahhaha..

Is11 your friend?
omg! bacy la. she not my fren.. shes my best fren! haha

Have you seen 12 naked?
NO!!

Has number 4 seen you naked?
have u?? mayb almost ba.. haha

Have you ever kiss 5?
nope.. but i could.. hehx

Do you think 2 has a crush on you?
hahaa.. i dunnno... he has a gf... hmmm....

Who do you spend the most time with?
eh dunno la.. i dun clock minutes with ppl.. haha

What is the last thing you did with 1?
sing! morning worship! hee...

Have you ever hung out with 2 outside of school?
yeahh..

Have you ever been to 3's house?
no!! when r we going to ur home??

How do you know 4?
cedar!!

Have you ever slept with 5?
hmmmm... do u consider sleeping during classes? haha..

Do you think 6 is sexy?
haaa..... he? hmmm... mayb bah.. always pull his shirt tight tight.. haha..

Have you ever liked 7?
hmmm... as the chatty junior.. yea.

Where is the last place you went with 8?
bugis! where we waited super long for our dinner.. haha

Are you real close to 9?
omg! hell yeah!!!

What kind of relationship do you have with 10?
angel mortal! haha..

Would you ever kiss 11?
hahaa... mayb? haha...

Have you ever been to the movies with 12?
like yes like no.. i not very sure.. cant remb..

Have you ever gotton in trouble with 13?
dun think so...

Would you ever make a move on 14?
erhhh.. i doubt i would... mayb if i became les?

What do you and 15 talk about the most.?
yv?

..end..

omg.. doing this makes me feel guilty of not writing testimonials for ppl.. ahhaha... got so lil.. hmmm.. n the 15th one is like gonna b a year ago...

so ppl write testimonials for me!! i'll return testimonials! haha..

chiong-ing napfa

ouch ouch ouch.

2.4 is bad.. hahaa.. yeah gives u the muscle aches. haha..

mrdesng didnt give us notice for our 2.4!!! bluff us! haha.. nvm la.. anyway today's weather was really good! except for the wet track.. keep splish splash... yupp... n then i scared i fall down.. hehx... but i chiong-ed the last 100m!!! haa.. used up all my energy.. dats wad gave me the aching thigh.. yeah.. n according to cndc.. i chiong-ed past alot of ppl n i tuo ying er chu. hahaha.. funny la.. oh oh.. my timing improved! yay... this time i didnt miss grade c by dat few sec. haha... yay... 14.55.. oh n the great thing is.. im still 16! hohoho...

but the thing i really dread is........ next week.. 5 items! help!! i really have no strength in my arms lehh... how!!! my inclined!... ahhh.. but i muz say its a big improvement from my nothing. hahaa... i can do at least 3 proper ones le! yeah.. i passed. for the new standard!!!!! arghh y muz they increase? u think we gurls all so strong ar??!

oh well.. at least im proud of myself.. i improve alot! right?

ohhh.. today got chem test.. shd b okay ba..... i not sure.. 15 marks... i wonder how much i'll get..

yest. sports day was super sian.... how i miss cedar's sports day.. so rah rah rah! yay.. enthu.. keep cheering.. but now omg.. m i going next year????? haha... ohhh.. but the band! omg so united!! cheering for the inter cca relay... n then the band photo.. haix.. i regret not joining... but its okay.. sfc is fun! the ppl there rox! haha..

alrights.. i shall train for my ipu. according to my mrdesng... he says carry pails of water.. hahaha.. he say its ridiculous.. but dats wad his j2 student did.. n managed to do his chin ups.. hohoho..

jiayou.. for the class n the 25 bucks.

i'll train for the class for the 25 bucks!

-plops down onto keyboard-

bleahhhh... tiring tiring tiring... been staying up late [actually early...] to finish up my never ending pile of stacking tutorials n stuff.. or mayb.. its juz me. haha.. im slacking! heex...

pi really took up lots of my time.. all the brainstorming.. omg im so glad i finally finished 1st draft.. hey! i didnt hand up late work.. dun say huh! now then 1st draft.. ehx. is the sch now then ask us hand in de la.. haha.. okay... anyway.. pi is braindraining.. trying to come out with all the ideas n crap to put in the pi.. haha.. but i managed to put in relevant info of my topic chosen..

alrites enough of all those pi stuff which has been driving everyone crazy... haha.. hope to get a long long break! haa..

today got house com. election.. all the campaigning... not as rah-rah as u noe where but.... the pasting on ppl's backs really reminds me of the greenbacks in 53. haix. such sad yet unforgetable n precious memories...

oh wadeva it is.. i love my cca! no more stress of performance, competition.. endless n rather meaningless pracs.. haha.. where we run thru the same piece over n over n over n over................. again. haa.. change of environment from a performing group is great! whee... but theres like a lil lost of purpose.. hehx.. im contradicting.

anyway who cares.. so sfc.. today orientation... interaction, games.. oh my! such fun! hhaa.. though rather disgusting.. fruit capt ball! hehx.. waste of food sia.. but erh i remb running away from the ball instead of snatching it! hahahaa... oh n wacko with water bombs is so fun! haa.. this is the 1st time i got to play wet games not in dat particular week! oleyyyyyyy! haa.. oh n one dot is an interesting game! we should all play dat one day! haha.. so fun! whee...

oh did i not mention.. pe is juz so fun! im loving it! whee.. haha.. all the games... n then all the strict rules of only gurls scoring n stuff like dat.. haha.. it makes the game even more challenging n fun! haha.. oh! i managed to do 3 ipus i think.. yeah! sucha accomplishment!!! from zero to 3! yesh... jiayou.. i'll continue training.. n then our class will get the 25 bucks! yeah baby! haha.. [i think ive gone high] anyway.. our pe teacher praised us n said he's sure we'll get the 25 bucks! yaayyy! hahha...

n yesh my class is sho fun! haha.. all the weird jokes n stuff the guys do.. haha.. n us gurls bonding thru 'beaching'.. if u get wad i mean.

1 more month n its june hols! so fast! hope this year would b different.. (=
haa.. dunno if u noe wad i mean.. hehehee....

p.s. to chrisc. i want the tix! haha.. n my stuff! whee.. when r we meeting?? msg meeee....

michelle branch - goodbye to you

i wonder.. y.. y issit dat i always make myself feel bad? make myself feel the way i do..

or mayb its juz the songs.. songs with leave an impact in you.. coz its EXACTLY wad u feel inside.. in the unconcious u..

after leaving the oh-so-wonderful jc which i managed to spend 2 months in.. i find myself indulging in really sad sad songs.. not really sad but. the words. yes the words.. each time i hear them.. it juz pierce thru my heart.. n gets stuck there till a happy tune comes along..

n each time dat happens.. i ponder.. think.. wonder.. n hope knowing its obviously not gonna come true..

then also.. i would go back to those places.. in my own wonderland.. or to the webs.. reading the n3s.. trying to relive the days.. but actually feeling worst inside.. knowing i was not part of it.. n never will b..

n after doing so.. i wonder y do i torture myself so? y cant i juz put it behind me..

i hope all of these would dimish quick.. as its only slowly fading away now..

so heres the song which triggered it all..

Goodbye to You
Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by

I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
It feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said,

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right

And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time

And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star


but at least.. ive got my dear dear classmates, sfc ppl, og ppl.. n knowing we'll have all the fun for the next 2 years..

easter week... life concert!

this week.. was really great.. i feel more attached to the sch le.. getting used to it...

though its still kinda sian la.. feel like nv learn anything de gan jue.. coz all learn le.. im still dai-ing in class.. bleah. haha.. shd start doing tutorials la.. haa..

oh yes.. more bout my class.. they're really nice n fun ppl! whee... no more disappearing clique.. its now.. 17 gurls! all having break together.. chilling n having fun.. chatting bout i dunno wad.. haha.. laughing away.. yay! a very close knitted group of us! yeah.. can feel the unity! haa..

then the guys.. still hang ard themselves.. but.. now at least they'll sorta interact with us.. yeah.. mayb coz of pe? hahaa.. our pe teacher cum pw teacher rox! haaa.. actually we only had 1 lesson of each so far.. haha.. oh well.. he is fun! hoho..

n also coz of sfc.. my cca! yeah.. its really fun.. got more frens in sa now.. so yeah.. then coz of easter week... this week.. yup! then lots of meet ups to prepare for easter week.. all the praying n worship sessions.. oh n daily morn worship.. yah! its a really unique experience..

anyway.. wad im trying to say is.. all these has brought me closer to sa! yay..

okay.. to highlight easter week.. was life concert last night!!! yeahhh!!! damn fun! damn high! omg.. yay~ hahaa.. u shd have been there alright.. many went.. n its like filled to the brim.. squashed.. unless u got a seat la.. i mean a proper seat. haha.. i saw many familiar faces there....
alright bout it.. tw n mcyz n me! sfc ppl.. life concert ushers! yeah! were super high.. haa.. we zi high.. actually no.. haa. nvm.. then singing the upbeat (rock-ish) worship songs.. we sang at the top of our voices n jumped n clapped in joy! haha.. so enthu la! haa.. super fun! i cant wait for next year's life concert.. haha..

oh i didnt mention.. i saw my cousin in sch! hahaa.. he is teaching in sa.. haha.. so cool la.. haha.. n today i chatted to him.. haa.. he is teaching gp! but juz relief teacher.. haa..

oh n to all my beloved vj frens who read my blog.. im doing really fine in sa right now! ive got quite a few close frens already.. i love u all still! juz as much! i miss u guys.. the environment there.. lets meet up real soon okay???

2 weeks of o6so6...

its been 2 weeks with the class.. hmmm....

i would say....... its relatively okay!

yeah. though of coz.. i would still make my comparisons to my prev classes... esp............ 06s53..

but i would say.. im able to make do with my present class..

at the start.. i thought.. omg.. this class.. haix.. i think i wun b able to survive.. with the class already making their own cliques.. n the 7 guys hanging out with juz themselves.. n then the totally different personalities of my classmates.. oh n a group of the gurls cliqueing..

but! after a week of whole batch mass lectures... n another of norm class timetable.. hey.. its not dat bad... the 16 other gurls in my class r really very nice ppl! haha.. sharing n caring n joking n laughing having a nice time of our own w/o the guys.. haha..

dunno y... but feels very like sec sch.... haa.. mayb coz of the majority gurl population of my class.. haa.. n us gurls hanging out together.. though most of the times the other clique would dunno go where.. but i would say.. the unity of the gurls in this class is much better!