HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY! yay. ^^

yes yes. yesterday was my birthday.. so now im 18 years n 1 day old. [i feel old. boo.]

but who cares anyway. birthdays r supposed to b fun! yes. n this year i had the time of my life. the best 18th birthday i had in my life!!! ahhahahaha. yes i meant 18th bdae. ahha only once a lifetime. lol. ok laa.. shant b so bad. i guess its one of my best bdaes. i dun remb another bday which i spent the whole day smiling.. yeah. so thank you again to those who went to celebrate my bdae..

first i muz start with my 18th birthday eve. coz dats when all the fun started. the joy. ^^ *beams*

19062007
went to bishan lib to mug with dvdy, encz, crtls, rchlg n prclt.

*skips the minor details*
lunch was stagger. so encz n dvdy was the last couple to go for lunch. they took a long time.. n i was like.. eh. y they take so long.. then i got suspicious.. after dat crtls received a call.. heard a guy's voice. i was like.. ehhh?? then she said ask prclt 1st. i was like ar? class fren? then they said buy n i noticed prclt look at me.. i was like. oh. i think not.. i guess dats dvdy.. guessed they were trying to buy me a prez. so i juz acted blur. n ignored..

then prclt disappeared for a long time.. at 1st thot she went to toilet.. but sth was definitely wrong.. she is taking ages.. then suddenly she came back with encz n dvdy. noticed encz wasnt wearing her jacket.. looked n saw her rather rectangular-ish jacket.. n i was like.. hmm... ahhaha.. n acted blur again.. then i asked her.. eh not cold ma? [bishan lib is freezing. i wore 3 layers. imagine] she said coz juz came from outside which was hot.. n i was like. yeahh right. ok. after dat. rchlg came back up to join us.. i was like.. hmm.. n encz showed them some pic.i was like. hm. yes act blur. continue doing my work..
then suddenly they showed me this piece of paper with 'happy birthday to u chrlx " " " ' n i juz smiled. ahhaha. then they did this silent version of "happy birthday" ahhaha.. "clapping" too.. haha.. n i was like.. oh my! ahhaha.. super paiseh. coz like distracting the other ppl studying there too.. can c them all staring over.. so i kinda hid my face. hehx. then encz passed me a big bag with my present in it.. n dvdy passed me a small card.. opened to read the sweet lil note. which brought many smilesss... then b4 i opened the present they were like.. if cannot fit dvdy will change it for u.. i was like what?! u bought me tee ar? huh.. i think most prob cant wear... then opened n pulled out a pair of slippers.. ahhaha.. so cute.. thanks!!! n the size was right! cool. n the wrapper super cuteeee. got verses one.... so nice laaa. love it.

thankew thankew for the slippers which came after my sandals broke at famine camp. ahhaa. how sweet of u all.


20062007
happy birthday to me!

so yes. i woke up early.. but not as early as usual la.. but still considered early.. woke up n took my time.. to bake brownies n singing to the music on the radio. ahha. basically trying to say. i was happily baking.. ahha. coz i juz liked the feeling of baking..

then all along dunno y the brownies i bake always unsuccessful.. so i was kinda apprehensive bout baking.. but this time i separated the batter into 2 baking tins.. guessing that the prob was coz the size specified was bigger. so meaning the ones ive been baking r too thick dats y the middle cant bake..

anyway.. after waiting for the cake to bake for 30 min... tada!!!! successful!!! yeaaah. so i was very happy. i kept telling my mum. yes!! finally my brownies can b baked. r proper ones. 1st time successful! yay!! hahaha.. yes i was very happy dat it was successful.. ^^

then i rushed off with the brownies n sjy's sleeping bag. to meet sjy at island creamery for our lunch dessert appointment. had a nice chat while eating our yummy desserts. she had apple pie with very berry ice cream. n i had mud pie. the mudpie was with oreo crumbs, oreo crust. top layer is with choc ice cream then cookies n cream. last was coffee ice cream i think. coz dat later was too thin to decifer wad it was.. anyway.. we had a nice sweet affair catching up with one another..

then took my time to slowly go down to gldy's home to surprise them.. while walking i went thru the 'surprise plan i had for them'

this was the initial plan: say not gonna mug with them.. then surprise them at whereever they r studying with brownies..

butttt. some ppl had to follow me to ntuc to buy ingredients the day b4.. n i found out at nite that they somehow they found out. im like. okkk.

so plan 2: msg someone say not feeling well coz of the flu or no time to go down cos woke up too late or sth.. n then surprise them by going down after meeting sjy.

so with the plans in mind.. i thot of how the details of how im gonna press the bell n not stand at the door n jump in n say surprise or sth. hahahaa. but prclt kept calling to ask where i was. she said j2s at sheng siong buying things. n dun worry noone noes she is in the toilet.. i was like.. hmm. something is fishy. doesnt sound like shes in the toilet. dun have the kinda sound effects.. no echo-y sound or water sounds? but thot i was being over suspicious. so ignored the thot.

reached the block. n got excited. ahhahaha. then i kinda forgot which one was gldy's door. then i pressed the doorbell.. n then waited. n out came a lady. n i was like. OOPS! wrong door.. thankfully she was a sweet nice lady who said it was ok.. ahahha.

then pressed the doorbell.. waited for quite some time. ok. mayb i was juz anxious to go in. ahhaha.. then door opened.. n i was like. hello!! n only j1s. i was like. arrr?? the j2s still in sheng siong. ar? so long. n then funny thing was all the j1s like noe wad im doing. im like.. hmm. y abit weird but ignored again. heard them saying alot of things like wah. today dress so prettily n sth bout my shoes.. but i kinda ignored them.. coz was thinking wad to do b4 the j2s come back. then i quickly said.. "kk. then i hide.. quick quick.. where to go ar? juz bhind or shd i go up?" was about to go into the living room area to go when prclt pulled me back n shounted brownie!!! i was like.. huh?!??!?!

all of a sudden.. came lots of sound from behind me n out appeared all the j2s. i was like. "oh great!" ahhahaha. i juz laughed. n they sang me "happy birthday" while i stared at who was there.. esp jhtn who was with the cam videotaping.. i was like.. noooo. but aiyah. ok.. so paiseh.. wanted to surprise them.. but in the end.. hahaha.... oh well.. so i was given this lil cute cake n a beautiful pink rose.. had to make 2 wishes 1 known. was about to blow the candle when i saw.. pricetag! ahhahaa. so blew n announced to them.. "erm.. there's a pricetag!" hahaha.. their reactions. was like mixed with stunned. shocked. paiseh. n dunno wad to do. ahahhaa.. so funny. then i gave them my brownies..

b4 eating i was like. arrr. eat so many cakes today!! n they said its ok coz its my bdae. ahha. okay.. n shnl best. say "its ok! its ur bdae. on my bday i had 2 slices of cheesecake" ahaha.. so issit get fat on ur bdae?? hahaa. after eating tried to study but failed so went ard distracting ppl. ahhaha. after taking photos.. went for dinner at din tai fung raffles city

on my way there.. i was holding the rose with my 2 hands in the middle.. smiling slightly to myself.. [was too happy so i couldnt stop smiling la. basically. hahaha.] then walked into the train.. i was like.. oopsss. can feel eyes turning to look at me.. coz ait outstanding holding a rose. hehehx. didnt care. coz i was too happy to b bothered.. usually i'll kinda glare at them like wad happened in the past. hee.

waited for family. then kor came with this new urban mle paper bag n gave it to me.. my bdae prez from him! looked in.. slippers?! hahahaha.. i laughed. he was puzzled la.. so cute. n i said.. haha.. i got a pair yesterday. n he was like. erm. okaaayyy. ahahhaha.. but is ok la. he said if i didnt fit or i saw another model i like.. can go change. so sweet of him. but i like it loads. ^^

dinner was filling!!!! dunno issit coz of all the cake i ate or juz my shrunken stomack after famine camp. anyway ordered lots of food. i had my noodles! a must on bdae. n then lots of xiao long baos. wasnt that faulous.. but i enjoyed it anyhow. with my family!! ^^ then went shopping after dat.. wanted this top but min 2 pieces!! ahhh. sigh.

went home feeling really happy. n loved. oh yes happy is an understatement. i was super high. hahaha.. those who chatted to me could feel it. hehx.

thanks for the birthday wishes!
sjy, mummy, tsh, drlc, crtls, jhtn, lkh, daddy, wyt, ant, tyc, shnl, chrn n hs, lcp, kvnc, chrtnc, kor, aml, cndct, tyy, yl, cjc, tke, nwl.

thanks for the wonderful memories on my bdae n the eve!
daddy, mummy, kor, sjy, dvdy, encz, crtls, rchlg, prclt, mchlc, shnl, jhtn, gldy. ^^

think thats bout it.

oh n special thanks to..
shnl who came down to celebrate my bdae though he was sick. really really sick. coughing n sneezing la. man. thanks alot! hope u r much better now!!!
encz n dvdy for specially going down to buy the rose n cake. n my slippers.
of coz. GOD! for juz making this special day.. AWESOME! aiyah. for juz giving me these loving friends. ^^. FOR BLESSING ME! yay-ness. ^^


oh. n i suspect the link btwn the sandals which broke n the slippers i received. ahahha.. i think God was preparing for my bdae present.. he knew wad i was gonna get.. so he made them break. ahhaha! ^^
well i love the pressies anyhow. ^^

thank you.

IM SUPER EXTREMELY HAPPY TODAY!

THANK YOU!! [TIMES A MILLION TIMES]

I LOVE TODAY TO BITS & PIECES. LOVE TODAY LOADS!

THANK GOD FOR MY TODAY. MY FRIENDS N THE MEMORIES THAT I'LL KEEP CLOSE TO MY HEART.

i cant stop smiling. ahhaa. save me! ^^ lol!

i wish i can b like this every single day. (=

mugging june hols.

okay! b4 anyone starts complaining i nv update... i did! juz in my lil handwritten diary of mine. which is nice. can write secrets n details which cant b broadcasted..

well anyway.. loads have happened.. lots of fun. with ant's bday party over.. ant n shnl becoming 18. n of coz my bro becoming 21! coolios. n he likes his present alot. yay. ^^

also there was the shrek 3 sfc outing. the movie was sooooo funny! im glad i went. had an awesome time.
oh n there was cip b4 that. packing goodie bags.. fun fun fun! machines, factory workers. juz brainless packing movements.

loads of mugging sessions n funny jokes cracked along the way.. studying in woodlands lib. sch lib. national lib hans. n bk macs. n kfc too. n prslt's fren home glds. which is near my home!

n ive been cycling! yay. i love to cycle.. zoom. hahaa.

n also bridge sessions. "gambling den" hahaha. nah. juz innocent card playing.. heehee.
other than the favourite bridge there was dai dee, signal, level pig.

its been a nice hols. hanging out with sfc peeps. yayness!

will b going for famine camp tmr! cant wait. i think it'll b fun.


oh. n i have a craving to bake. mayb on my rest day i shall juz do so. hmmm.

oh. i forgot to mention.

in the future.. most prob there'll b even lesser posts.. coz i decided to start a written diary.

there r many things i cant write here coz its too personal. n i wanna keep a memory of certain stuff.. so i decided to start my own conventional written diary.

yupx so u'll c less of me. i mean my n3s. n anyway i will go on hiatus coz of As.

sfc camp thanksgiving

im lazy to do thanksgiving for camp. bahh... ok i'll juz do the most impt ones..

first n foremost. the one which we couldnt do the camp without.. our Almighty Father above.
thanks for being right there with us all the time n overlooking us. protecting us from all harm. thank you for juz lending ur strength to each and everyone of us who were weak at 1 point or another. without u.. this camp would have been meaningless. coz it was for us to know u. so all glory goes to u~!

next. the teachers.
thanks for bearing with our troublesome requests. esp me asking for gym keys like now n again. interupting meals n breaks n conversations. n of coz for supporting us thru the camp.

next. camp comm!
for supporting one another throughout the camp n b4 as well. the times we spent planning n dry run was fun. learnt much from each of u. esp great of u guys for giving all the love n care during camp when i broke down. thanks a million.

last but not the least. everyone who went for the camp.
for juz ur presence. for being enthusiastic. without u in the camp.. wads the point of it! so thanks for being there to take part in the activities planned and giving us the joy that our hardwork wasnt put to waste.

dun think i miss out anyone.

well im glad that the camp went thru well n all's done other than evaluation. ah.

sfc camp 2007

oh man tired! though i already slept alot to catch up on sleep.. but still. tired. look at my eyebags! ahhh. ugly ugly ugly! save me! *pouts* oh well. God will take care of it.. i pray for nice eyes again! ^^ haha. i shd refrain from being vain.

on a side note.. dvd says im super high

anyway.. its june! today is 1st of june! how fast!!! ^^ yay. juneeeee.

so camp was over. n i kinda died. with 5 hours of sleep on 1st night n 1.5 hours on 2nd nite. but i reached home n i slept in the afternoon for 3 hours n 13 hours at nite. hmm. but dun seem to be helping.. mayb i need to get back to routine or sth..

anyway camp. was awesome! 3 days. but not enough leh! i wanna have more sessions n games. learning more n juz dwelling in His presence. n with my BIG FAMILY! sfc! we rock!

lets start with sessions.
listening effectively. learnt quite abit.. like deciphering the voices.. n how to listen to His voice of coz. the still small voice. i guess ive got too noisy a mind n soul. muz really quieten down. i cant really take too much silence.. ahh. but if i wanna hear Him i have to do so.. alright! so its time i train myself!
praying effectively. this one was great. overwhelming. esp during praise n worship n prayer at the end.. i think almost all of us went up.. i duno how to describe the experience.. but im sure its the beginning of sth. i'll continue to pray n believe in much more faith. discussion was really a time where i felt my some of my burdens lifted away from me. shows me how much i need to repent n how its good for my soul.
spiritual gifts. wasnt there for the whole session coz had econs lecture in between. but i think ive yet to find my gift yet.
girl/guy matters. didnt learn much from that. coz kinda basic commen sense. we noe how to dress. guys i dunno wad happened but they said like quite duh.

workshops!
listening effectively. wasnt there but heard it was real fun. n good.
endurance. was kinda tough. didnt try though. but looked really tiring.. i commend those who perservered. n i learnt sth. i make a bad 'devil'. they said i was obviously smiling. bah. but its good on the other hand.. means im a good girl! haha..
humility. was prepared but not done. boohoo. but the flour + water mixture created by drlc wasnt wasted.. hehx.
monopoly. was kinda sian for me coz i was jail warden.. but it was nice to tour around. n b a onlooker..
but i thot workshops was a lil wasted.. coz they all know their lessons already! cannot trick them or anything. wonder if they learnt from the worshops..
for me i did. coz i learnt during the dry runs n planning.. we did lots of brainstorming on whether it'll work out or it suited the lessons. which i gained much from the discussions..

games!
ice breakers. double whacko. i feel safe with jnnk! shes like calm n composed.. unlike ln who screams only. haha. was interesting... macaroni game was fun! n i got bought into another kingdom *pouts* but i made myself slave again to return to GAP! ^^
wet games. was in charge of body parts with drlc. was kinda yucky. the flour mixture. dirtied their clothes la.. all the dried up flour.. minesweeper seemed fast. dunno wasnt there. sponge game looked hilarious with all of them with sponges on their heads.. cat fight was amusing! our soaped canvas wasnt in vain. the soap mixture with drlc's feet. hehx.
candle game. had some trouble. in the end we still played. wonder if they enjoyed... i remb having much fun in that game last year.. too bad no time for them to complete the whole game.
dry games. 3 way captain ball. messy as ever.. haha.. dog n bone/fear factor. funny! their reactions! shd have video-ed it down.. esp when cryss ate the fav oreo. both at 1 shot.. n then. poof! wasabi! haa. n cocoa powder was equally funny. but kinda scary coz they like choked.
sardines. i juz patrolled around. so nth to say.
night activity. persecution. starting seemed failed. but in the end. seems kinda hiong. quite a few broke down. n the torture chamber was. scarrrryyyy.

i love my mortal. shes so cute. her reaction when i said my mortal was super classic.

other than all those fun part.. of coz there were the stressful parts where i had to control my emotions. kept myself awake thru the nite for evaluations. n breaking down completely. but really thank GOD for juz seeing me thru all those. giving me friends who supported me. juz that sentence of 'r u ok?' was good enough.
the worst part was of coz the part where i broke down completely. being log head really stressed me out.. even juz the start of the camp.. rchlkoh saw thru n said.. 'r u stressed with log?' 2nd nite was when it all came down on me.. someone was injured n needed a 1st aid kit. n we didnt prepare one.. n it didnt help when my partner havent been doing stuff/taking initiative. i had to remind him or sth i dunno. not sure. n when they needed the 1st aid kit.. he wasnt there. so i had to bear the "consequences/burden". it juz worsened when they asked so.. the persecution game.. we r using.. i was like. stirrers! oh no! they r in the gym?! wad. ahhhhhhhhh. then they were like. so u left it at the sajc side la. [we were in the diocese/other side of the sav. n the bridge locked] i was like. ok. i'll check with my partner. so i walked off towards the dorm. knowing obviously there werent any. dunno wad to substitute. thank God that dvd came along. coz i juz cried. n then everything a whirl. i remb going to the toilet n falling to the floor n crying n encz praying for me n taking teeshirts from dorm n passing sth for some angel to some mortal n sitting at the steps. totally lost it la. n many saw. kinda paiseh but touched too. esp ant she said 'seeing u sad unlike ur normal cheerful self i feel so sad too' almost cried again. but that would have been dumb. plus with everyone there. haha. no.
learnt alot but learnt in a bad way from that painful lesson.