hiatus for promos. - its a really short one.

okies today was the 1st paper for promos.. thanks to the mentors for their ever thoughful pills for anxiety.. aka jellybeans.. lol. so cute.. each of us had it.. 4 each.. 'take 1 tablet daily to ease anxiety' lol. from the sajc mentors clinic.. n instead of *this drug may cause drousiness.... its '*this drug may cause inges of colour on tongue. if affected do not be alarmed. effects will wear off in 30 min.' lol!!! mentors rox.. n not forgetting.. they r affiliated to sfc! haa.. n they gave each of us a special pack with timeout marshmellow n biscuit. with best wishes. thank you!

1st paper.. gp. is over.. who cares if it was tough n everyone felt like dying coz they knew it was badly done.. its over n u cant do anything.. i decided to leave the rest to God.

anyways wadeva it is.. ive got a week without sch.. study break. b4 starting again on tues for the rest of the promos..

i shall b determined n switch on dat mugging machine.. so no being online. i shd b able to..

but b4 i decide to go on dat 1 week hiatus. no make it 2 weeks.. i end on the 6th.. i shall leave with my last post.

wad i want to do after promos! *ignoring the fact dat theres brainwrecking pw*
recreate my blog temp.
draw lots. for designs n wad have u..
cut my hair
play ran!
n of coz saving the best for the last.. going out to have fun! shopping! esp with bacy. ^^
n hopefully sth more than wads mentioned

btw if theres any sfc ppl who reads this blog which is a minority.. i gave kvnc the tee design le.. so go n c!

alrites then. i'll b signing off. God bless for all doing promos/exams/wadeva else dats big enuff to b bothered with. ahha.. [covers everything eh?]

cya soon!

ps. ask me out to study! msg me or sth. i dun think i'll b checking cbox if im not coming online. hehx

draining week of 0700 - 1800.

someone commented dat my blog was dead.. haha.. yes.. so true.. but i dunno wad to update.. life is getting so very very mudane n routine.. even funny incidents dun feel dat funny. its rather numbed.. hmm.. muz b the promos getting into me..

anyways.. if u read the prev n3.. u would noe my week.. but its worst then dat.. it was ultimately draining.. its like in sch for 11 hours. from mon to thurs. actually today also supposed to.. but. i couldnt take it anymore.. yesterday i had 'half a sore eye' dunno wads dat supposed to b.. but yes.. it was half only. funny la.. it was like red.. not sore.. only when i reached home.. yeah. then it was worst.. tried to nap.. but eh. failed attempt.. juz lay on my bed resting.. then studied for my phy n chem test.. till 12. resulting in waking up looking at the myself with really puffy eyes with dark rings n both eyes red. i looked horrible.. haha.. so i left after phy makeup.. didnt stay for sfc studying. im so glad i didnt.. coz i reached home at 4!! omg so early. lol. i meant comparing to the rest of the week i reached home at ard 7 or later.. so yeah.. its kinda good for me. slept for 3 whole hours..

glad dat the week is over. but on another note. no. haha.. coz mon would b the start of promos.. or shd i juz say its gp.. coz after dat got 1 whole week free.. b4 starting again on tues. hmmm..

oh n i saw jnhng again.. butttt. he dao-ed me this time. boo. i smiled to him la.. but he no reaction.. haix. i think coz the other time i dao-ed him. oh welll..

n erm.. dunno whether this is a happy or sad thing.. but erm.. i chanced upon this song - i want you by savage garden. brought back so many happy yet sad memories.. coz its one of the fun vj mass dances missd it so.. wanted to do the dance.. but eh. hmm.. as if i can remb like dat. haha.. sighh. stop thinking bout vj la. dumbo.

meeting 2 ppl in 2 days.

oh i didnt mention in my prev post..

i was going to sch yest. in the bus. saw wow so many nyjc ppl.. look a bit then looked out of window.....
when i was about to alight.. i looked at the ny ppl again.. n then this guy waved to me.. i was like ar? whos dat. i dun noe.. so i didnt wave or returned a smile.. then went down.. n it struck me! its jnhng! ahh. shucks.. i felt so bad.. later he thot i dao him. hahaa.. couldnt recognise him.. like not so thin le. compared to pri sch..

n then today.. went out to study with wyt! yay. at macs again.. n she said jclnsin here too.. i was like. ooo. i shall go say hi.. said hi.. n then chatted a while returned to where tian was sitting.. she suggested leaving our stuff with them while we went to the market for lunch.. then so we moved our stuff over..
then chatted with jclnsin n then her fren jc suddenly.. turned to me n asked.. ure chrllee?! i was like ya? y?? u r? *stares awhile n finally registered to me - ajc? lsh ever said...* jc!!! r u jc? hahaa.. cool. another pri sch fren. how interesting..
caught up with him quite a bit. he changed quite alot eh. nicer guy now. taller. councillor~ lol.

its interesting how the world is so small n everyone is connected. n we chance upon one another on unexpected occassions.

make-ups tests more make-ups n tests. though its 10 days away.

promos r coming.. so everyone is getting stressed out.. or trying to focus? n same for all other ppl having exams..

blogs filled with im going on a hiatus but still blogging/online. sucha irony.. others say man. im so stressed out. blah blah. hate this hate dat. n there r also those who cant seem to feel the urgency n trying hard to focus n study hard.

dunno y but its always this period of time i look forward to so much.. its the time when u noe the year is ending n after the period of stress u get to juz feel so relieved n great.. coz u get to go out. chiong wadeva u wanted to do so much. to juz play thru the night.. n enjoy urself without any worries..

its also the time when ppl study so hard like they've never done b4.. to reach their targets.. n its the time when i would get out of home to study with frens.. its a wonder how studying becomes part of my unforgetable memories n so cherished.. i mean its like.. u get fun while u study in groups.. coz u have company.. together u go thru the toil n agony. in the end its all worth it.. coz u c the results n u can look back on the time u shared suffering together.

hmm.. wonder y i get such weird perspectives.. y im always optimistic.. though actually im kinda stressed out n dying inside.. muz b the Lord's work in me. the everlasting peace n joy. v^^v. yay.

anywayyyy.. i didnt mean for a meaningful n encouraging n3 for ppl to wah. i shd study harder.. but i wanted to say.. next week is sucha dreaded week! haaa.. yesh. next week. i'll b super overworked. juz like wad mchlchin n me were chatting about yest. we dun work 9 to 5 okay. we work from 7 to 6! n to think theres like labour exploitation. wad bout us? haaa.
ok.. off track. yes next week.
mon norm sch till 1345. econs make up 1415 to 1615. gp compo mock 1630 to 1800. [tues we already had sucha dosage. n i really went brain dead. n now again]
tues norm sch till 1545. im glad theres no make up or so i remb. but theres maths lecture test dat day.
wed norm sch till 1415. n theres maths class test on integration. econs make up lecture 330 to 1700. [dies onces again]
thurs norm sch till 1445. phy spa. phy make up tutorial 2 hours most prob 1700 again. [can bring sleeping bag n camp overnite le..]
fri norm sch till 1245. chem class test on thermo after sch. wah seh. then stay for 'sfc study camp'!? okay i doubt not.. i'll be exhausted by then.

look at dat la.. dats like the week b4 gp promos.. n makeups crammed up with tests. n they want us to study. yeah. like after 12 hours of sch by the time i reach home im deadbeat. thanks la.

so im left with 10 days to gp. n a week after dat to chem n the rest.

wadeva it is.. im sure He'll give me the strength..

oh btw.. i hear ppl playing mahjong. i think. its distracting.. n so is this com. n pw is giving me a reason to turn it on which makes it worst. bah.

today is the 2nd day of the 4th term! time flies la.. 1 more year n its like almost the end of jc life. oh man.

anyway.. yesterday according to my mum i was looking rather happier than usual. hmmm.. mayb coz i went for dental? but i dun c the link. oh well..

got to change colour! yay. but erm.. going dental= more pain. lol.. coz change the wire n then tighten. wahhhhhh.. this time when she twist the ligament i almost screamed out.. so painful la... n also she added the 2nd set of back braces.. so now more abrasion n ulcers. bahh. ouch.

today is sucha long day! norm lessons was enough to kill from 0745 till 1545. then adding on to it we had chem spa. n current affairs quiz which i died.. hehx. n gp compre mock test!! from 1615 to ard 1800. tell u ar... brain dead brain freeze esp in lt ava which was freezing. then after dat went to visit dv at his home. though i was so tired.. oh we went coz he got fits yesterday.. freaky la.. according to descriptions of my frens who were there..

im glad i did go visit him.. we had sucha a nice time chatting n laughing n joking ard.. was great unwinding there.. as its said.. laughter is the best cure! haaa.. we had a fun time with our tic mrlimcs n all the other sfc ppl who went over to visit dv. hope we didnt disturb his rest.. anyway lucky him got mc till fri. haha.. n i love his bear!!! so cuddly. hehx
oh n thanks for ur hospitality! for the food drinks n tour. n causing the noise pollution.. hope we didnt bother ur family n neighbours.. hahaha..

went home with most of them on bus 147.. was kinda touched by shnl.. haa.. coz nv ever has someone been so concerned bout me going home alone so late.. actually not too late la.. only 10+ los. but is like so far no guy ever asked if need to pei wo go to my home dat side. yeahh.. so it was nice of him! thanks!

this is one of the few times i went home so late when theres sch the next day. hmm.

study sept week for promos

so the study program is over. boo. no more nice environment to study in.. haha.. oh. did i not mention y im glad theres dat study prog? coz my neighbour is having major renovations. bahh. noisy. haha..

anyway.. so tues wed n fri we studied in diocese centre room 01-14 n 01-15. quite cool. haha.. coz is like u c everyone studying.. so motivating.. n then is like the place looked like some study centre.. hehx. all silent at work. n getting restless at the same time n going off to play netball at the sas bball court.. or having praise n worship. relaxing together.. n not forgetting.. sharing biscuits encouraging each other. =) ok. mayb im the one who loves eating while studying. hehx. mchlchin can account for dat.. haa.. i keep asking ppl eh want? *hands out my lunchbox full of biscuits* XD

here r some highlights of us studying together..

the sudden outburst dat steve got killed by a stingray. yes not a croc.. haa..

the next day. news highlights: his last words "blurp blurp blurp" [water sounds. coz he died in the water?], in the whole history of aust.. only 3 ppl died from stingrays. hehx.

the maths ques dat killed most. i couldnt do this ques.. n then went ard asking.. apparently some tried for dunno how long n couldnt get it.. so erm.. everyone started doing the ques. haa.. n then my sudden cry of.. "i think i got it!" haa.. n everyone turned to look at me.. so paiseh la. coz it was all quiet. haaa.. n then the guys were like *look in amazement* hahaa.. coz b4 dat they kept telling each other "im gonna get it b4 u!" lol. n in the end i got it! yay

n all our lunch breaks. esp dat time at broadway.. jntn bought 2 plates of duck noodles.. at 1st thot mayb bought for someone else.. in the end.. finished all of it up! wahahaa.. eat so much la. scarryyy.

oh n the netball game. all guys except mchlchin n me. n then when they snatch the ball from us they say.. wah. bully girl. lol! n got once actually drl got it de.. then he gave it to me. got such thing de la. so funny..

then thurs went studying at bk macs with wyt.. yay. a change. but erm. macs was freezing cold.. im so glad i decided to go back home to get my jacket.. haaa. or else i would have froze in there.. n oh. its sucha coincidence dat i saw the vp of sc again in macs.

fri went for worship conference.. it was good! the songs were nice.. n everyone is so engrossed in the praise..

oh n today. sadly cant go for glnl's baptism.. i had to come here [my cous's place] to solve her organic chem queries. haha.. n i realised O lvl chem is so much simpler. boo. i miss cedar more. lol. n the funny thing was giving too much info. haha.. kept tellin her stuff dat is A level de.. ahha.. the bad thing bout learning more..

so now im missing my com! hee..

so today was our 1st day studying in sch as a cca.

starting i was like. argh. study.. then start writing.. i was like.. oh man. so long nv write.. kinda weird.. lol. so had no momentum n abit 'haiya dun wanna do..'

but after dat was kinda ok.. normal pace.. n got some disturbance by some group of ppl who created such a commotion.. heehee..

lunch at relax place was not bad.. really relaxed. lol. bought our bubble tea n returned to sch..

shifted as they had to clean the tables.. we went to the tables which were cleaned in the morn.. but erm.. they seem dirtier.. lol. so we had to clean it again ourselves.. the guys couldnt get started n decided to play bball. lol.

oh n we were the only ones there other than house comm n some random ppl.. btw house comm was really noisy. n shnl tried to hint to them dat they were noisy.. haa.. but they left quite soon. heng.

after lunch was good.. coz momentum was there n all. could concentrate n did my chem..

the rest got restless.. n went to play capt ball.. lol. they had such fun la.. but i kept on at my chem. till the last 5 min. haha.. coz cch asked me to go over.. anyway it was 5 min only ma.

so i clocked 7.5 hours today. not bad.

tmr going to diocese centre to study. yay. aircon. looking forward to it.. coz of the fun we get while studying together.. figuring out the questions n wrecking our brains. n laughther at the random stuff dat happen.

sfc outing n fam 3

past 3 days have been happening! yeah! its great. so to make up for not studying.. i'll mugg in the hols with my dear sfc. our VERY special studying program.. haha.

anyway.. teachers day eve say le.

then teachers day.. woke up early in the morn coz it was too cold.. then cant sleep. n then went to meet lwp at boon keng! my dearest saxy senior. she gave me all her phy stuff n some past year maths papers.. aj. stuff. mugger. hheeee.. no offence. n then we ate brekkie together. yum. n it was fun chatting n catching up.

after dat went off to parkway to meet my dear sfc. our outing. yeah. had lunch n tried to figure wad to do.. after a super long time.. we decided to rent vcd n go grc's home nearby.. haha.. fun. she has 4 dogs at home.. n rachk n estl r scared of dogs.. so we had to protect them from the dogs.. hee.. then we watched bubble boy which was a super hilarious show.. i suggest dat if u r bored / sad / want to b happy or juz too boh liao. watch it! hahaha.. after the show the 2 afraid of dogs de left.. it was so ke ai la.. the dogs chase after them.. n we kept stopping the dogs from following.. heh. but they managed to run out of the home n to rachk. which was super funny. all the squealing.. hehx.

then the rest of us stayed n played with her dogs.. fluffy toufy deedee n mojo. so fun.. n chatted while we played.. ohh.. n we tried her cool weigh machine.. which measures amt of fat n water u have.. n i found out i lost weigh. yeah. n i dun have too much fat.. i think. 22% issit too much? hmm.. after dat we left n had dinner together.. erm.. okay left kevc shnl n me. the rest went home le. n grc had dinner at home..

so dat was yest. it was fun.. cant describe the funny moments.. coz u muz b there to c for urself.. its the expressions. occassions. n coincidences..

today was a great day. met up with wyt to go to vj funfair. family 3. we met n took bus together.. n camwhored. it was super funny.. coz when we were reaching.. i saw my pri sch fren in the bus! lol. how slow la. n she was in there for dunno how long le.. heh. n were so close.

reached vj.. n it was juz dat homely feeling. like u juz reached home.. the 1st person who greeted me was sx. i didnt notice him. haa.. n then it was a series of.. HI!!! *waves frantically n gleaming away* was kinda cool la.. turn head say hi. chat. was nice seeing all of them.. esp my classmates.. haix. sad yet happy n heartwarming. i met 90% of them i think.. oh not forgetting met lots of pri sch frens.. lets c. tyy lcy jefft tsh jvo. i think dats all la.. the guys looks so diff la. man. n it was so funny dat jvo was there mending the slide stall..

okay bout the funfair.. watched the performances in the pt.. co. band. dance n choir! it was awesome.. chrtnc n lkh n the enjoyable songs.. ngr. oh myyyyyyy. so li hai la. the choir was in such harmony. no wonder they could get dat grand award at italy.. played the game at hyq's stall.. haa.. so fun.

after dat went to tsh's home. my 1st time leh! lol. after 11 years of frenship. hee.. nice home.. warm. had a nice nice time chatting.. haa.. thanks for the lifts. heee.. n the muahchee n cake n milo n choc. i love tsh. hee..

so dat was today. was a great catching up time for me.. with vj ppl. n pri sch frens. n i was extremely happy to c everyone. i think they could c dat la.. from the way i say hi. haaa.. muz have thot i was this mad gurl. lol.

after a long time we had our [h]acy..

im kinda shagged.. haha.. then y aint i sleeping?? haa.. so early wake up for wad... lol i cant sleep le.. woke up n couldnt get back to sleep.. too cold. i think i need more blankies. ahha..

yesterday was a happy day in the end though we kinda went into this really sad/sian mode..

it was a rainy cold morning. n had to go to sch for celebrations.. thot yesh! no aces day. so great.. but the clever sch decided to let us wait in the cafe till 815 b4 telling us.. oh. pls go to the cc. okayyy.. n then so cc we went. where we waited again. n then they said. oh. we'll do aces in the cc! argghh. nvm.. its kinda fun.. but w/o crazee frens.. its not as enjoyable as it shd have been..

performances was rather enjoyable.. i cant really remb wad happened actually. hmm.. i only remb there were weird awards n the wah. dance by myself. noooo not me but i meant the grp is called myself.. haha.

rushed back to cedar alone. supposed to go back with ani but she was waiting for her 4m class or sth like dat.. so i juz walked to sch quickly.. n on the way i met cyl haha.. so we walked together.. n on the way into cedar i met my sec4 band senior! lol. i was like.. sl!! haa.. n we had a nice chat..

going back to cedar.. i didnt really get to chat to the teachers.. but seeing them was good enough. meeting up with 4pians was joy! n hugs! haa.. oh not forgetting i met other good frens too.. n seniors.

after dat wyt n me left our sch with happy memories for orchard.. we went to far east.. n on the way.. we were walking.. n suddenly dunno y we were like aiya the teachers all go grand hyatt hotel for their teachers day lunch.. n then.... juz at dat moment. we walked past this hotel. n wah la! grand hyatt!!!! loll. so wanted to crash la. so we 2 went shopping ard far east n we met quite a few cedarians.. n not forgetting.. i met dant!!! haha.. i was walking out of this shop.. n !!! hahah.. was warming yet a sinking feeling at the same time.. seems like they r doing really well in vj. man. its ok.

then met up with anl! yay.. n we found somewhere to sit down n we chatted bout stufff. hee. which kinda spoilt my day. but. it didnt really actually.. ohh.. n we managed to persuade mao anl's bf to come.. n we came up with this stupid but fun plan.. ahhaa.. to exchange uniform with anl so as to c if her bf can recognise her.. since anl n me were of about the same size.

n so we went walking ard while waiting for him to come.. walked ard cine n heeren.. n met like SO many ppl. n ppl were like. isnt she from ny n isnt she from sa. wah. n the mud brown uniform without a tie is weird! at least i felt weird.. n the funniest thing was when we were looking at some things in this glass display thing.. n suddenly this person came so close to me n looked at the stuff too.. so i was like.. who is this la! ka jiao. hahaha.. n turn. hyq! omg.. hahahha.. she was like. wads with u all la. lol. coz wyt was in cedar u. anl in sa. me in ny. we think we in 1st 2 months. lol. more like last 2 months.. anyway.. she was like.. omg i couldnt recognise u all. lol. coz of us in the diff uniform. heh.

finally. he arrived la.. so we went to orchard mrt.. on the way we were like planning.. ok. wyt go look for him n anl n i go stand somewhere. n we exchanged bags. so i was standing there looking at the board. n could c like reflection of ppl behind.. n then heard wyt say. there.. dats anl. n he asked.. where anl. lol. n repeated. i was like. fail le la.. laughhhhhh. omg. haha.. i knew it los.. i saw the expression on his face.. n was like. oh. so u r chrl? lol yes.. n then he asked again.. so where is anl?! hahaha.. so funnyy.. n then we asked him to find her himself.. n then he stared at her for so long. lol. he said he recognises her hair. n mine aint like hers. finee.. haaa.

n off we go.. n the 1st stop for me was. TOILET. lol. haha.. i didnt want to continue being a ny-er. haa.. n meeting ppl like my seniors on the way to change. was bad! n wyt said when we finally changed out.. luckily u didnt go in the toilet later coz.. this bunch of sa ppl came out of the guys toilet.. i was ohh myy.. phew.. scarely is my frens or wad i sure die.

after dat was like.. really walking ard dunno going where n chatting.. so we decided to find somewhere to sit n chat. n dats when we all got a bit. sian. stone. die.

then we decided to eat. luckily then we were more lively.. n oh.. taka said. its closing.. so we had to go.

reached home with tired soggy feet. yucks.