hello.
today. ok, maybe yesterday.
we did what we've been doing.
it feels wrong really.
but its feels so good.
today. ok, maybe yesterday.
we did what we've been doing.
it feels wrong really.
but its feels so good.
and i (maybe we) just can't help it.
but.....
we really shouldn't huh? :(
i realise.
day by day...
i'm falling.
falling deeper and deeper.
so much so that...
i can't stop myself anymore.
teach me.
how do i
stop this.
to stop this feeling i feel.
so that i can...
not feel this guilt, this pain.
i think i
am becoming
more and more
addicted to
you
i can't help
really can't
stop thinking
and wanting
you
i know it
is not love
but it is
also not
anymore
i can't
differentiate
and i can't
not wonder
if i would
fall
i really
wish i could
stop myself
having this
feeling
i desire
and i get jealous
and i get bitter
and i get stuck in this rut
i recall back and i'd say
"don't go. stay. don't go. don't leave me."
you'd say
"i'm here. i'll always be here."
but i know
in the end
you won't.