colourgenics...

You want to be regarded as an exiting and interesting personality able to persuade others to comply with your beliefs and ideas. You are charming and able to influence other people who come into your sphere of influence. You like mental stimulation and you are the sort of person who is prepared to 'try anything once'. Your confidence is so much so that others are often swept away by your enthusiasm.

Most people are conditioned by their environment and you are no exception. You are an extremely emotional person - so much so that 'the wrong word' can lead you to tears. You feel other people's pain. You feel the need of sympathetic relationships and a pleasant work environment in order to develop and grow. You are an impulsive, loving individual with a great deal of inherent feeling.

The way things are, you feel that you are stuck in a rut and there is not much you can do about it. You feel frustrated and inhibited but if you can find a way to let yourself go, you may find that things aren't quite so bad as perhaps you thought they were. One consolation is that since you are an extremely emotional individual, with the right person you may be able to release some of that frustration and tension with some mutual tender loving care.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You don't like conflict and you endeavor to avoid criticism. You want to do your own thing and to be able to decide what is right for you. You have considerable personable charm - and this is used with considerable effect on those that keep your company.

this is so truue... go try it!

finally prelims r over...

oh finally! im updating.. i so wanted to do this on fri.. but the pathetic com of mine refused to let me online.. only for a few min which i managed to get to anl's blog to tag.. dumb.. oh wellx.

yay!!! prelims r over... im so damn happy. eh mayb not.. these few days ive been having this tingy feeling in my stomach say.. yes! o levels coming its gonna end in less than 2 months time.. haa.. seriously cannot wait sia..

kiex.. so my prelims ended on thurs. after the phy prac.. a bunch of us went for class lunch! yay.. once again we spent bout half an hour deciding on where to eat.. haha.. n we finally settled in kfc... n wyt was somehow kena named air by anl n me.. hahaa.. i cant remb the lame details of dat incident.. but i do remb the disgusting cheese fries of hers which is potentially fear factor substance.. muahahhaa...

so after lunch we split up into grps.. n anl, wyt, nzl n csb n me went shopping ard ps... n we bumped into sel.. n we were like woah! sexy.. hahaa.. n of coz shopping ard the same shopping centre meant dat we bumped into the 4p gang multiple times.. n i bet the shopkeepers where like wah.. y so many ppl suddenly come into our shop... haha..

so anl so wanted to go to lucky plaza to c some jersey.. n we pei ta.. so we walked towards orchard... then on the way towards lucky plaza.. suddenly these 2 ppl popped up in front of us.. i was like.. ohh.. muz be some kinda survey.. then i was like look at them then look ard.. n i realised they only targetting anl n me.. i was aye?? weird... n then the woman said to me.. "we r from...... i dunno where.. n we r looking for new faces in the model industry.. blah blah.." n was like... ar! wad? me? huh.. then i kept saying nononoononononoonono to her non-stop till she gave up.. haha.. n then i was like.. anl.. quick lets zhao.. but somehow her phone like rang n she juz wrote her name n contact no. to dat guy. n we walked on towards lucky plaza so quickly coz she was really excited to c the jersey... n the rest was like.. oei y u all suddenly walk so fast.. ahhaa.. but sadly to anl's disappointment the jersey's price was terribly beautiful.. ahaha..

after dat we went home.. n left anl to wait for her sis.. hehee...

fri! yay.. woke up early... yes i really mean early.. like almost norm sch time.. coz gonna go meet jasm n jy at heartland mall to eat delifrance's morn breakfast buffet! omg.. damn happy.. waited for jy for super long... coz she woke up late or sth.. cant remb.. anyway.. so we went into delifrance n there was like no one.. n we were so unsure of whether theres a breakfast buffet suddenly so we checked the board.. n it said there is... so we told them n they were like blur blur also.. ahha.. muz b coz its new.. anyway after dat jy came... n we ate like so much.. so full.. dat we didnt even eat lunch.. n it lasted us till 5+++ damn cool..

so after breakfast.. we went to gehfa.. i was so happy to c them.. anyways.. helped out.. n then ask the person ic to help me sign nyaa.. hee.. n off we went to ecp!

ecp.. i think we went off the bus too early.. haa.. so we walked like over half an hour? till i saw my 4p -ians n i was like... so happy coz we finally found civilisation.. hee.. n shouted over.. then jasm had to rent bike.. n jy n me wore our skates.. n it was so 'koyak' dat we practically walked in it.. we tried to had to skate in it.. can die sia... do u noe we skated so fast dat ppl walk faster than us.. hahaa.. but after dat jy decided to stop skating coz she had blister.. n so jas cycled back towards mac n jy jog cum walk n i skated back.. n we joined my classmates at the beach...

oh yes.. when skating there was this very boh liao ms guy.. who walked away from mac.. overtake us.. n then when we skate back towards mac he walk back there too.. n then we reaching mac he walk away from there.. wah.. dunno wad he doing lohz.. super alot of time to walk to n fro ecp..

it was only then dat i realised my feet hurt.. hahaa.. so we crapped ard.. took some photos.. oh n i dunno y but anl n wyt were totally drenched.. hmm... so they were trying hard to dry their wet clothes.. hmm...

so after dat they left to finally eat their lunch.. haha.. n we went to the breakwaters to sit.. n juz lazed n chatted... till 5. it was nice.. juz enjoying the scenary.. listening to the crashing waves on the breakwaters.. enjoying the faint sunlight.. the sea breeze blowing towards us.. trying to take some photos with my cam phone.. hee.. it was relaxing.. extremely splendid!

buttttt.... i dunno y but when we were about to leave.. they were like.. y u so dark! i was like huh! this kinda sunlight also can tan ar??? super weird.. n it was like so not sunny so not hot. gosh... n so i have this weird tan.. coz we juz kept facing the sea.. n the sun behind us more towards my right.. n i was on the right of them.. n so they nv kena tan/burnt at most a lil bah... then when i got home.. i saw this awful red patch on my right shoulder which still hurts! coz its burnt... ahhh.. muz b coz we sat there for over 3 hours??

oh wellx.. the good thing is.. im darker yet again! coz for the whole sem i didnt jog n so i became super fair.. now im back to norm?? haha..

haixxx... the feeling of emptiness...
siannnn. PRELIMS r here.. im slacking. bleah.

i wanna go out! but brain says stay home! =(
muz study ya?
oh wells.. wad can i do. its like this...
sec4 life... the last mile!! looks like a never ending road...
stretched far across in front of u..
hoping dat the day will come..
when u reach the end of a rainbow??
or mayb the rising sun...
just the beautiful sight of the end point...
and then with each end point comes a new start.. man..
luckily i like starts~! heee

so this last mile marks the ending of cedar life...
ahhhhhhh.. how i wish it will nv end..
but well once a cedarian always a cedarian!
haa.. the true blue cedarian spirit!