WAKE UP chrl`x!

WAKE UP chrl`x!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haix.

i really need a place to scream n shout n cry all i want.. but even if so.. i cant! i haven been able to cry my heart out... it seems so stuck...

i need someone to push me on... keep pushing me.. i cant go on slacking! haix.

chrl`x has been slacking.. day dreaming.. digressing.. sms-ing.. stoning.. dazing.. juz staring n wondering wth she is doing! gosh.. how can u do dat to urself???????????

u have got less than 1oo days! n u r still staring at the com doing nth...

to stop myself from doing all the above... chrl`x has decided... this blog is officially dead until.. revamped on 18112005!

so chrl`x go n study.......... n dun u dare touch the com!

the after Os craze...

theres this sth bout me... always digressing... i cant stay rooted at the aim of doing well n working hard for my Os.. haix..

this is wad i tend to do when i think bout Os.. think instead.. AFTER Os.. like.. imagine.........

after Os i can...

1. go shop for prom n other stuff
2. go party!
3. go play billard
4. go ktv!
5. baking with frens
6. 6a gathering?
7. 2a gathering?
8. 4p gathering?
9. sleepovers?
10. work!!! as waitress? salesgurl? volunteer? uws? wad else?
11. i dunno man.. juz go n party!!!

haix.. llook at me again.. i m once again distracted by me! haix.. oh yes.. n after Os.. i shall write every single one a testimonial! whee.. haa..

kay.. now go back n study~ haaa...