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5.18.2006

vj? sa? my mixed loyalties...

super extremely exhausted... slept at 1 this morn.. all coz of gpp.. it driving me nuts..

y y y.. y m i the grp leader?? haix.. nvm.. i can do it! jiayou! to mee.. hee.. but im proud of myself.. i successfully made them do stuff today! yesh! my fan lian worked..

anyway.. on a brighter note.. pe was so damn fun!! whoohoo.. i love netball.. ahha.. it was so fun! with ghj cheering at the side! haha.. damn funny... n the game itself.. so fast paced... chionging ard.. yay.. im sure i sweated alot.. hee..

today supposed to b a NO yellow day.. so evil.. coz all the matches today all against vj.. tennis against vj at 2 n my house was supposed to go down to support haha.. but hmmm.. hehx.. =) so we were let off at 1245 ahhaha... then there was the hockey against vj too.. n most imptly... soccer guys against vj! yay.. haha i went down to support.. the game started at 3.. so exciting.. n got xxx haha.. but im over him le.. cant c him le mah..

anyway the game.. we were so high.. i tell u.. it was kinda terrible for me.. i had mixed loyalties.. wearing the sa u.. i was like supporting vj.. n erm. sa also!? haa.. so confused.. when i reached.. i heard the vj soccer guys singing the sch song! omg i had dat great urge to juz sing the sch song out loud!! but i sang really softly in end.. hee..
at the start when vj was bout to score i was so happy! haha.. i dunno wads up.. but when managed to defend away.. im also happy! haha.. dunno wad la.. then sa gonna score.. so exciting/nervous.. n didnt score so relieved.. ahha.. i duno wad la..
i kinda like expected the results.. haa.. coz u can c dat sa was only defending.. no one waiting to score.. all at their own half at their goal..
2nd half.. wah seh.. really exciting.. in the end vj scored a goal.. n i was happy n yet sad at the same time.. n the extent of both emotions were equal.. at dat point of time.. i could tell how much i loved both schs.. ahh.. the confusion.. u c the bad thing bout 1st 2 months? haix.

the best best best thing bout going for the match was.. not coz i could c xxx.. he's juz dat minor portion.. anyway he looked quite horrible with dat hairstyle.. hee.. ok. the BEST thing was.. i could c all my vj frens! omg.. i felt so at home when i saw them.. but so paiseh at the same time.. coz like i couldnt make it back.. n i was really obvious at the vj side n im supposed to b supporting sa..
however.. i felt so loved!!! omg.. when i was over at the vj side like saying hi n chatting to some frens.. i will like suddenly hear someone call my name! haa.. n look up.. oh its blah blah..
haix.. all the memories.. classmates, senior class, cedarians -victorians, og. everyone i noe la.. haix.. felt bad but loved all at the same time.. could c how shocked? or mayb they missed me? i hoped so..

lets meet up soon!!