its only term 2 week 3.. n its already getting tiring.. n everyone is weary.. i c y they say its a big jump from o levels to a levels.. sigh.

well.. its half a year to the actual a levels.. so lets fight on to the end..

but really.. its so demoralising with the long days we have.. n also.. the additional lessons n tests our teachers r giving.. from many long breaks.. we have many lessons? i really need some form of motivation n encouragement..

blocks werent all that fab to tell me.. "c ure not too bad.. u can work at the same amt u did.." wad its telling me instead is.. "u need to work harder than this" oh well. i cant do anything bout blocks now.. i'll have to look forward n try harder.. study more? not that i didnt.. but looking back.. i muz say.. i did put in the effort. the hours of studying.. but the concentration wasnt there.
i'll work at it.. but remb dun fall again.. dun run out. can someone teach me how to not work too hard? lol how contradicting. *shrugs* i guess life's like dat some times..

seriously.. the extra lessons r pulling my spirits down.. i look at my timetable.. think of the sch day.. n i juz sigh.
ahhhhhhhh. i cant b like this. in times like this.. i really muz b leaning on God's strength, hope n power. this i really muz work on..